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Manners?

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Thank God I have  a Filipina fiancee, because I have to laugh at what just happened.

So, I’m grabbing one of those “nutrition bars” out of my Dodge Dart, right ?  I walk back toward the building, and there’s some chick whom I opened the door-it was one of the few things my father did right during the course of my upbringing.

Hereright here, is why men didn’t vote for Hillary Clinton, as the majority of American women are not ladies anymore.  It’s not equality to which men are opposed.  It is the fact that there is no mutual respect.

I know the difference between a chick and a lady just by opening a door-so do most men. The problem is that most American men these days are silent-which is why we have trouble winning wars now, as guys are not allowed to be guys.

My fiancee always greets me with a sweet good morning and bids a wonderful good night.  She is a lady of the highest caliber.  This is why a growing number of American men look for a woman who is outside the United States.  They are willing to take the risk of being scammed because they’ve been swindled by their ex-wives (who were American and made as much money as they did).

Attitude is the main problem with women from this country-and I went through exactly what this guy described in the following link.

https://www.nowife.com/why_foreign_women_are_better.html

We are aware of the scams, but we are willing to take the risk,  because of what we’ve been through in the past with American women.  My ex-wife had no interest in sleeping with me, but she did sleep with someone else. Whenever I tried to flirt with her, she’d back away.  There were no French kisses and sex happened every third blue moon-weather permitting.

It was really sad because we actually went to the prom together back in 1988, and there was plenty of sex  during the courtship.  It all ended immediately on our wedding night.  She went straight to Facebook.

And no, that wasn’t the problem, because the other women in my life liked what I have.  Lack of money was the pitfall.

Worse yet, she left me with so little money on my company card that I fell into debt for the first time in my life.  What did she spend it on?  Candy Crush on Facebook.  While you may think I’m referring to a woman of 23, I’m not.  My ex-wife was forty when we married-and it was her first marriage.

She continued to scream at me after I got hurt on the job-as the injuries are permanent: three vertebrae and a chipped up left shoulder-and I am not the only one who has gone through this.  The late Sam Kinison said, “I can walk up to any guy and go: ‘what’s her name?'”

Again, most American men have gone through this, and this is why we seek women from other parts of the world.

Men and women are supposed to be partners, yes.  However, a husband isn’t an ATM, nor is a man an obstacle a female has to pass through as she enters or exits a building.  There are some men who would like to see a woman in the White House.  I’m for Kamala Harris, myself.  However, what did men say about Hillary Clinton?

“She reminds me of my ex-wife.”

I worked on her campaign.  I tried to get votes for her, but men simply wouldn’t have it.  Why?  Exes.

It starts at an early age.  The college girls who refuse to thank someone who opens the door for them will have a very difficult time should they decide to run for office-and that goes for women who are both Republicans and Democrats.

Girls, please remember your manners now so that we will vote for you later.

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Which Side Do You Like More?

 

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Okay, King Solomon liked women’s feet, and we love them-whether we have the balls whether to admit it, or not.  When she walks around the house, the feet of a wife or a girlfriend would make us drive our Dodges straight through a tree.

However, I don’t like seeing them in sandals like King Solomon proclaimed in Song of Solomon 7:1.  For me, it’s bare-no nylons, no fishnets, and no kidding.

And you chicks, if you want to prevent being alone in your fifties, it’s best not to make fun of us or tell us that we’re weird.  After all,  my ex-wife refused to point her toes for me, nor would she ever give me a footjob, and she’about to marry someone whom mutuals from high school inform me she can’t stand-this is the very guy with whom she had an affair when we were still married.

Exactly, they’re one of the main reasons why guys grow their own trees in the first place-and it’s the same for anyone who’s in the LBGTQ community

For guys who are in heterosexual relationships, the bare feet of a woman are like sculpture, as the  curvaceous soles were designed by a master of engineering (most geniuses are insane, and God the Father is no exception).  Just look at your woman’s bare arches, and you will agree.

Her toes, polished or not, are like the Sirens of Greek mythology. as they distract us whenever we guys are trying to do something important-especially when she points those toes.  The shoe-smelling thing I’d rather do without, because even I can’t deal with that-and I broke my nose a long time ago.  Yet, I can deal with bare soles that are slightly dirty because there is something very sexy about them when they are a little sinful.

 

Okay, dudes.  Which one of your woman’s feet are the sexier of the two?   My woman’s bare left sole is capable of causing me to drive straight into an oak tree.  It’s so wonderfully and artistically made-which is why I know that God exists.   It seems that the average size for an American woman ranges between 8 1/2 to 9 (source: independent.co.uk).  New Scientist published the idea that we find smaller feet more attractive and attempted to demonstrate the point by featuring the face of a particular woman and then computer generating the same head of the same woman to a larger size before the question was asked regarding which woman we found to be more attractive.

 

Let’s just conclude that a woman’s heart, mind, and verbiage are of higher priority to me.   That is what makes me want to see her barefoot before anything else.  I’ve played with everything from South Korean  size 4 to Armenian size 10 to American size 13.  My fiancée’s feet are Filipina and size 5, so it’s obviously not the size for of a woman’s feet that does it for  me, because I don’t care.   It’s her attitude and the degree of her femininity.   In other words, how can she please my best friend after I’ve poured lotions and oils on her bare soles?   Does she look into my eyes?  Does she relax me with verbal candy from her vocal chords?

That’s the secret!

That’s how you do it, ladies, because some of us like your bare feet more than we like your breasts.   When I was unattached, women who danced “nude” wouldn’t spark a reaction from me if they wore pumps or mules.  Conversely, women in ankle-lengthed. Victorian nightgowns  still leaked my milk at 7:30 in the morning because her bare soles drew me back into her swamp for another trip through her heaven.

My fiancée knows what will get her pregnant-and she uses those little goddesses as a tool with which to tempt me.   It’s her left sole and the top of her right as far as I’m concerned. And she doesn’t mind, because she’s happy when I’m happy-and when she knows that I’m happy when she made it happy.

So, dudes, which side causes you to have her slide down the pole more often?  Don’t be a pussy about this, because she spends over $30 every time she gets that pedicure  (statista.com), and she spends that much to make sure that she has power over your cock.

Call it an investment.

 

 

I ask the same question to our friends in the LGBTQ community.

Don’t be shy.  I wasn’t.  And fuck you, I’m not sharing my Filipina’s sexy bare soles with you guys.  Those babies are mine!   If you cats feel the need to slap yours for half hour, I’ve provided someone who graciously accommodated you and shared her’s.   I found this lady on Bing.

You’re welcome.

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Back In School And The Other Oddities of MMXVIII

 

 

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2018 has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me, but I finally got it through my thick head that I am not supposed to be a teacher.

 

 

I attempted to compose several remediations to put me back on schedule, but to no avail-and all because a member of technical support refused to take a joke which was at my own expense, an administrator who has never met me couldn’t understand that the Palestinians and the Israelies get along much better than do my father and I, and I lost control of my frontal lobes at the worst possible time.

 

The frontal lobes regulate self-control.

 

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4072650/

One relationship failed because I was judged for my thin wallet by a Baptist mother who ignored 1 Timothy 6:17 and banished me, and a former Denver cop (who knows me and who knows my family) physically attacked me (I have three vertebrae that pinch my spine and bone fragments in my left shoulder, remember?) while I tried to explain something about how children with traumatic brain injury are treated, not just by American society, but also by the Christian Church to a bigoted woman).

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4072650/

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4072650/

However, things turned up when a Filipina grabbed me by the heart and told me that she only wants me to do my best.   The irony is that’s she’s Baptist, too.   This is ironic because I was rejected by two sets of Baptist parents for being poor.

Again, 1 Timothy 6:17.IMG_0222[1]

 

 

Therefore, the problem is that Americans are generally judgMENTAL hypocrites and couldn’t give half a damn what Christ taught, so they have no right to force Him down our throats.

 

To their dismay, I don’t go that way anyway.

 

People can give me my imperfections all they want, but that’s when I am happy to sodomize them with Hebrews 11:30-40-and I don’t use a psychological condom whenever I do that to a religious hypocrite.  He drips with my psychological essence when I am done with him-spiritually, psychologically, and emotionally.  I know this because my enemy’s anger increases with each reply.

 

In other news, I have cut back on my political activities because amateur Democrats don’t think like those whom they attempt to elect, as the federal enforcement of the Americans with Disabilities Act (1990) is far more important than Citizens United vs. the Federal Election Commission (2010).

It’s more important to get a person who struggles with a developmental disability get a college degree and a good job than it is to waste one’s time trying to restrict campaign contributions when any scarecrow with a brain knows that the Republicans hide their money in foreign accounts.

 

Trump has money invested to Russia, so who would know better than he would?

https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/a-history-of-donald-trumps-business-dealings-in-russia/2017/11/02/fb8eed22-ba9e-11e7-be94-fabb0f1e9ffb_story.html?noredirect=on&utm_term=.9979907732f9

 

https://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2017/03/connections-trump-putin-russia-ties-chart-flynn-page-manafort-sessions-214868

https://themoscowproject.org/collusion/eric-trump-funding-need-russia/

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2018/05/has-the-don-jr-bombshell-blown-up-the-trump-russia-case

Yet, that is somehow more important than civil rights?

 

Local yokel Democrats do not understand  that the Republicans will always get foreign money from someplace, and that’s why they’re not doing a good job representing the candidates whom they want to put into office.  I may not get involved again until they stand for people again-the developmentally disabled in particular.

 

This site exists to represent the downtrodden who have been destroyed by long held traditions and prejudice.  While I will always be a liberal Democrat, I refuse to assist local candidates who don’t have their political priorities in order.  Children and adults with disabilities take priority over campaign finance reform.

Anyone who remembers 1978 remembers how Rainbow told you how to deal with any king, or maybe  you need a refresher course on moments like the French Revolution .

The point is that I have returned to school to finish what I started and that I now hold the heart of a queen in my hands.

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You’re Not A Freak If You Love Her Bare Feet-You’re Normal!

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So many American guys are told by American women that they are freaks and that they are mentally ill just because the guy wants to see and play with his woman’s bare feet.  This is solely because Americans have a guilty conscience about sex in general.  However, Men’s Health published an article on January 19, 2016,

5 Weird Fetishes That Are More Normal Than You Think, written by Laura Tedesco which featured the fact that it’s perfectly okay to love the feet of a woman.  Tedesco cited a study about fetishes which was published in the International Journal of Impotence Research, which found that a woman’s feet and her toes were the parts of her body most sought after.

Americans generally like to see sexually suggestive scenes in American cinema or music videos  at the very least.  However, when the Louisville Slugger hits the baseball, American women often shame American men for even wanting to play with their feet.  It’s often considered to be a submissive trait by many American women, when it’s actually one of the most common fetishes found in any Motel 6!(source: foot fetish. (2009). In A. S. Reber, R. Allen, & E. S. Reber, The Penguin dictionary of psychology (4th ed.). London, UK: Penguin. Retrieved from https://search-credoreference-com.contentproxy.phoenix.edu/content/entry/penguinpsyc/foot_fetish/0

Did you know that the sight of a woman’s feet would make King Solomon shoot cum without rubbing his cucumber?

◄ Song of Solomon 7 ►
World English Bible
Admiration by the Bridegroom
“1How beautiful are your feet in sandals, prince’s daughter! Your rounded thighs are like jewels, the work of the hands of a skillful workman.”

Well, anything good enough for Solomon is good enough for us!  After all, why do women get pedicures and wear mules.   After all, why do you think any woman will do this?

 

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Or THIS?

 

(photo acquired from flicker.com)

A woman who tells a guy that he is a freak because of his foot fetish is a liar on the subject, or she  wouldn’t buy sandals (especially mules).   She would also never get a pedicure, nor would she ever engage in little suggestive flirtations as you saw above.   Women love the attention, and they will show any guy anything if they believe doing so will give them the attention that they seek.   Check out this girl’s toe rings!  Like she really thinks you are sick for admiring her feet!

WHY DO YOU THINK SHE BOUGHT THE DAMNED TOE RINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE?!  SHE KNOWS WHAT’S GOING TO DRAW YOU IN AND CAPTIVATE YOUand with any luck…..FOR THE NEXT EIGHTEEN TO TWENTY YEARS!  However, in my fiancée’s case, I want to be captivated for the next 50 years, so there you go.

I love to look at my fiancée’s size 5’s.  In fact, I realised that I had a fetish for female feet (especially their soles) when I was only five-years-old.  I also remember the very moment that I discovered my admiration for women’s feet.

It was July 4, 1975, and I lived in the San Fernando Valley (dude!).  I was with my family on a picnic when I noticed these two girls who were way older than I was (which explains why I was too shy to approach them-but that changed a year later-believe me!).  I stared at.those two older girls until they were gone from sight.

Guess what?  That’s also the very moment I realised that I had a friend who lived just below my belly button.  By the very next year, I found myself asking the girl next door for her permission to show me her bare soles-and she almost always did.

I realised as I grew older that the size of a woman’s feet meant absolutely nothing; that a woman’s size 13’s are just as sexy as another woman’s size 4’s.  It all depends on proportion and body type.   I have known women whose 13’s could pass for 8’s.   Then again, they were six feet tall and their weight was proportional.   I have also seen size 8’s which made me run screaming into the night, because the woman was over 350 lbs.

The best time to play with and give love to your woman’s bare soles is in the morning, because they emit a very sweet scent; much like carnations.   I don’t mind them to be slightly dirty, but  I can’t stand stench.   They have to air out for at least a couple of hours before I decide to give into my friend’s annoying behaviour and make my approach for the kill.

I have also never been a submissive partner.  I see those bare soles, they’ve always been  mine.

In fact, before I was in a committed relationship, I would walk up to any woman who wore mules at any particular place (say Nordstrom).  I would look straight into her eyes and say, “Ma’am, you have an incredibly beautiful pedicure.  If your husband isn’t wise enough to appreciate those beautiful opaque nails and your satiny bare soles, I will happily give your royal feet the sacred treatment that they deserve.”

A lot of women have  tearred up after they heard my compliment, and each one thanked me.

My fiancée is Filipina, so she naturally has gorgeous bare feet.  She uses them to cheer me up when I’ve had a bad day-even though we are thousands of miles apart right now.  I would show you, but those babies are mine and I can’t wait to pamper her bare feet every day after we’re married.

  • However, if any of you who read this believe that I am attracted to her because I think she has the sexiest feet on Earth, you’re wrong.   I have neither the need nor the desire to gaze upon the feet of another.  That’s like the owner of a Chevy Corvette admiring another Chevy Corvette.

My fiancée has stood with me during some of the most trying times of my life, and she encourages me every day..  She worries when I don’t sleep for a week at a time (no joke), and she’s terrified when I have to drive after days of insomnia.

That is why I’m going to kiss the soles of that woman’s bare feet every day for the rest of my life.  It’s not just because the sight of her soles make me want to flow my way into fatherhood an hour after she presents them to me.  It’s because she loves me very much and because she supports me in everything that I do.

My fiancée took pictures of lovely peds and shot a video of her gorgeous bare soles, so that’s what I look at-at least three times per day!   The only reason I showed what you see is because her beautiful feet are my reward for waiting so long to find a wife  of her caliber, and I don’t share.  If a grown woman wants to share the most artistic part of her body to millions of guys on the Internet instead of reserving them for just her man, that’s a demonstration of her lack of character, because a woman’s bare feet are so sacred that only one man should have the right to worship them, as a woman’s feet are as sacred as a house of worship.

Actually, that’s where husbands and boyfriends actually go to worship-and music videos will prove me right.

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Something I Can’t Quite Figure Out

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There’s something that I can’t quite figure out.

Generally speaking, attractive women go for guys with money-especially in the United States.   However, I’ve noticed something very strange in my case, and that’s that I have to fight rats for food.   Yet, I still have kissed the feet of and held some very attractive women in my time.

Okay, I have a foot fetish.  Fuck off.  A girl’s feet are best in the morning, alright?

I have somehow broken the rules.

I don’t have have Corvette.  I have a 2015 Dodge Dart.
I’m broke.
My body is in pieces from years of physically abusive labor.
I have a very sick sense of humor, and I don’t care who is in the room at any given time.

I don’t live in an elaborate place for a man who is 48-years-old.

All of that, and I have somehow found myself with some very beautiful women.  It might be because I’m willing to do things that most guys these days won’t.

I like to fight bigots, idiots, and people who just think that they can fuck with me, and  I’ll use the perfect put down whereby my enemy becomes speechless, because he knows that I will sue him for all that he has if he takes a swing at me.

How the hell did this happen?

Okay, so I wasn’t able to marry until 39-and that marriage was hell.  However, I am going to marry a beautiful woman with the warmest of hearts.   She is always there for me-even though she is thousands of miles away.  She is so supportive of anything I do and she reinforces me if I ever have any doubts.  She also calms me down and helps me focus on what’s really important at any given moment in time.

She knows I fight insomnia, but I love the depth of her caring heart when she tells me to go to sleep.

She is a miracle-and she’s a gorgeous Filipina.

She knows I struggle with insomnia at this time (and I have for over a year).  She knows that I’m returning to school for another degree.  She knows that I’m nervous about being a stepfather.  However, she is the greatest thing that ever happened to me, and she came at one of the lowest points in my life.

She took me into her heart-knowing that I am broke and broken.

We’re getting married in 13 months.

I just want to know how this Charlie Brown (with hair) consistently got pretty girls and is now going to marry an Asian goddess.

Even though we’re thousands of miles away, we have a lot of fun when we’re together in spirit.  We play videos for each other, we leave voice messages for each other all the time.  We text when she is on lunch.  We use those silly little characters to express our feelings for each other, and we open up to each other whenever there’s a concern between one or the other.

I thank her for accepting me into her life, and I pray that I never let her down.

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Do you know why I am awake at 4:15 a.m. Mountain Daylight Time?

I can’t sleep because I have a screwed up spine, a chipped-up left shoulder, and I have to figure out how in the hell I’m going to get my girlfriend over here when her contract as a damn maid in the United Arab Emirates is up.

She lives in the Philippines and we came across each other on a dating site-and no, she hasn’t asked me for a dime…so you can just shut your mouth right there.  Actually, she’s working her heart out for her children.

She has family here.

It’s very hard to sleep when someone you love wants you as much as you want them and you’re a universe apart.

What I have to do is somehow get some kind of gig and work through the pain as much as I possibly can, because she and I have calculated the costs-and I’m going to have to work my ass off.

It’s not that she’ll leave because I’m broke right now.  She knows my circumstances.  She knows what my ex-wife did to me after I got hurt at Walmart.  We talk about it often-and we get deep into the discussion.

How bad off am I?

I’m currently in physical therapy, where my entire upper-left side hurts like hell after the session.  My spine and my shoulder are pushed to the San Andreas, and I feel the effects for the next twelve to twenty-four hours.

I can’t do much of anything after therapy, and keep in mind that I haven’t a regular full-time job in three years because of this.   There are even times when I have to take breaks from typing because of the pain.  In fact, I can feel the needles in my left-middle and left ring fingers as I work on this article, but I’m determined to finish this because I have to get the words out of me.

I suppose that I get this discipline from my late grandfather, Charles Horace Bogard (1905-1998), because he worked through the Great Depression and World War II with a brutal back which caused him intense pain most of the time.

A job is a job, and I have to finish this one.  I might not be able to lift a box anymore, but I can still use my brain and put my thoughts to the computer.

I just hope it’s enough for Jennie’s sake.

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I’m returning to the psychology field next month for a nineteen month program which will give me a Master’s degree-and I’m going to need it.

I have found someone wonderful and she is ready for a new beginning.

Is she American?  Hell, no, as the vast majority of American women have a habit of kicking men to the curb after an injury-and I know that from personal experience.

This woman is not American, nor has she asked me for a single dime from me, but instead suggests that we pool our resources together, not in one account, but that she will save on her end and I will on mine.

That’s how a woman is supposed to behave.

She is someone whom I found unexpectedly.

If anyone said I would find someone on a dating site, I’d call the Betty Ford Center on his ass, but we found each other on E-Harmony.

I had tried three sites-and struck out at least 500 times on each one.  The reason?  American women don’t like men who are in pieces.  They want men in one piece so that they can work until they drop dead.

Hey, someone’s got to pay that Macy’s credit card, right?  You know that she won’t do it.

I even tried American women on these sites, but it was the same problem: money.

Funny, but don’t the vows say that you love each other for richer or for poorer?  American women generally don’t take marriage vows seriously, as they are out the door once something bad happens to the husband.

Not only do you all know what happened to me, but you also know the outcome.  She wanted a divorce, so I gave it to her.

My advice to American males is to grow a pair of balls and kick American women to the curb.  They are only living for themselves.  Most of them don’t cook and most of them don’t want sex-at least not with you, anyway.

Get a good foreign girl-just make sure she doesn’t ask you for money first.

I love my Filipina queen.

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Love is Love, Money Is Money-THERE’S A DIFFERENCE! By the Way-Don’t Judge!

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Yeah, I’m still thinking about this event that happened to she and I.

I’m not spinning like an acorn anymore (thanks, Ace Frehley), but it’s not leaving my mind-no matter what I do or the way I numb it.

The Acorn Is Spinning, 1988

No, I’m not drinking, but I do engage in other self-destructive behaviors-which I wish I had more willpower from which to refrain.  Chief among them, I know that my Dodge Dart can go well over 100 mph, and that’s not just a bad idea.  That’s seven shades of stupid when you do that at the age of 47.

By the way, I never did that with her in the car-again, seven shades of stupid.

It’s quite certain that she’s thinking about this, too.  This is because she is not the kind of woman who doesn’t keep her word.  She knew that I was worried about this possibility, because I voiced it.

Love is love and it shouldn’t be interfered with-by anyone.  It’s ironic that somehow the one who abused her passed the test and I didn’t.   This has happened throughout the centuries, as parents broke the hearts of their children by making prejudicial decisions or by choosing not understand the suitor’s experiences.

What did Jesus say about this?  Well, I (as almost always) have the answer to this question:

Matthew 7:1-5 1“Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. 3“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.”

The Christian left has warned that the judging of others is one of the reasons why people detest Christianity.  It also holds the position that preachers who preach against greed, but have plenty besides cause people to doubt the validity of the Bible.

Even though I detest religion, I know Jesus was the Son of God, simply by all of the scientific and historical evidence.   However, that’s not enough for many Christians when you have a relationship with their daughters.  I came to the understanding that my rather lousy relationship with God the Father played into this-never mind that Christianity is what made me suicidal in the first place before I was even thirteen-years-old.  This happened via social ostracization, serious degrees of bullying, and the Church’s willingness to ignore my cries for help against the spiritual violence which happened to me.

What did Paul write about the quality of faith?

Romans 14:1 1Accept the one whose faith is weak, without quarreling over disputable matters.

What did Jude write about this?

Jude 22 New International Version (NIV)

22 Be merciful to those who doubt.

Kiss, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Ronnie James Dio, Rainbow, Motley Crue, Iron Maiden, and Twisted Sister prevented my suicide, okay?  Enough said.

Here’s proof of that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYn8WOWJ2hU

The Church continues to experience problems in this area, as Christians judge actions without considering motivation.  Okay, I shouldn’t have played my Black Sabbath album in the sanctuary last week.  However, Sabbath prevented my suicide after the Church nearly caused it thirty-five years ago, and Christianity, not only nearly caused it, but did nothing to prevent it.

Hey, I’m a sinner like everyone else, but at least I try to understand why people are the way the are.  I guess we can thank liberalism and my psychology degree for that one, huh?  Parents need to consider the emotional consequences of their daughters before allowing their prejudices to ruin their lives.

Love is love and you’re not supposed to buy it.  While Christians say that money isn’t everything, that position quickly changes when they see a guy at the door who holds the hand of their daughter.

What did Paul write about wealth in 1 Timothy 6:17?

“Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment.”

What did Paul write in 1 Corinthians 7:9 about sex and marriage?

1 Corinthians 7:9 New International Version (NIV)

“9 But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry, for it is better to marry than to burn with passion.”

Oh, and as for my doing this for the money is concerned, as 1 Timothy 6:5 points out:

New International Version
“…and constant friction between people of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain.”

Remember that money is the problem in the first place.  I still certain that I wouldn’t be approved of even if I became a millionaire.  Funny, but I could have sworn that both Paul and Ronnie James Dio agreed that money had nothing to with love.

HYPOCRISY IS THE REASON WHY CHRISTIANITY IS DYING!

The breaking of a daughter’s heart comes at a price, so does breaking hearts of grandchildren, as that little girl cried and gave me one of the tightest hugs I have ever felt.

Christianity proves itself to be more phony as the days roll past because of those who sit in the pews.   Hell will be filled with Christians, and I can prove it.

Matthew 8:11-12 11I say to you that many will come from the east and the west, and will take their places at the feast with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

No one is ever good enough for a Christian parent.  Remember that the man of whom they approved beat their daughter severely  and he is still a negative force in their daughter’s life, as well as the lives of the grandchildren-and that’s not too bright, kids.

Any psychologist will tell you that.

 

 

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Isn’t that, right, Mr. Dio?

 

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And Rabbi, what saith thou about my faith, since I accept the faith that I know you are God’s Son?

Matthew 17:20

 Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move.”

Now, Rabbi, I struggle daily in my faith in You, and I despise Your Church because of its hypocrisy and judgments of others whom the members of the same choose not to understand.  What of that?  You saw what happened to me at church last week when I was physically threatened by one of the ushers, who said that he would: “kick your ass out of here.”   

Romans 14:1 1Accept the one whose faith is weak, without quarreling over disputable matters.

While we’re on the subject, what about the use of foul language by a Christian-especially by an usher or an elder?  Remember that he said he would throw my ass out, so I’m not the hypocrite here-especially in the midst of my pain.  Now, I’m guilty, too.  However, You saw me take responsibility for it.

James 3:9-12 9With the tongue we praise our LORD and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. 10Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. 11Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? 12My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.

Ephesians 5:4, New International Version
Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather
thanksgiving.

Okay, Lord.  I admit that I’m also guilty of that-mainly because the deprivation which I have experienced has caused me to joke about the calmities of others.  Now, while that’s a sin, what is Your stance on my rather sick sense of humor?

Remember that he said he would throw my ass out, so I’m not the hypocrite here-especially in the midst of my pain.

Hm.  It seems like my relationship with God might be better than people believe-even if I do blast Black Sabbath in the church parking lo-or in the sanctuary, for that matter.  Jesus knows why I do that, and He gets it-even though I don’t understand everything about Him.

By the way, Christ has a message for you.

Matthew 5:7 New International Version (NIV)

Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.

So, what about those who go to church every Sunday and judge people whom they don’t understand?

Matthew 8:11-12 11I say to you that many will come from the east and the west, and will take their places at the feast with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

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(Note: I began to write this a couple of days ago.)

I retrieved some of my things today.  However, I have to say that something about this break up feels different.

There were no tears.

There were no arguments and I told the kids to take care of their mother.  I love those two kids more than my own life, okay?  I’d die for them.

I have no idea what she felt that day, and I refuse to speculate.  However, this does not feel like a normal break up.  I know that she did cry on the phone prior-and that’s not how it usually goes when love still exists.

Romantic relationships either end with anger or sadness after love has faded.  While she did cry one or two days ago, she didn’t today.  We even spoke alone briefly-and nothing negative happened.

There’s a lot going on, and I have to step back from her, as per her wishes at this time.  I’m going to step back, leave her alone, and see what happens.  It’s not my call this time-and I accept that.  Those kids come first.  Her life comes first.  Her peace comes first.

She knows that I have always been there for her, and I always will be in sense or another, as she is a good woman.  She does not deserve the stress she is currently under.

As for myself, a break up usually paralyzes me for weeks, but not this one.

It’s not because I don’t care.  It’s because something feels different about this one.

I don’t feel a desperate need to hold on as I had in the past.  I don’t feel numb (although I did yesterday).  The numbness inside me lasts for extended periods of time when something ends, but not this time-for some reason.

She has things she needs to do and I have things that I need to do.  Both of our lives need renovation, as she has experienced Hell for an extended period of time, and I came into her life during one of those moments-by mere chance.

There are some things which I am struggling with-especially spiritually.  I’m being pulled in every dimension.  However, I cannot force this.  I cannot do anything at this point-and that’s hard for me to accept.  However, for her sake and for the sake of her kids, that’s what has to be-because THEY come first.

Her peace comes first.

 

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My Answer on Starting Over After 50

 

 

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It’s been suggested that you not start over immediately after a break up, but here is why I might have to if I can’t reunite, and I explained this on the blog, Starting Over After 50.

 

“I wasn’t able to marry until I was nearly forty, and my ex-wife cheated. I wasn’t even married for five years, and we rarely made love.

“We knew each other as far back as junior high school and we went to the prom together. We caught up with each other in 2009 and married in 2010-but it was not a good marriage.

“She and I lived with her “best friend” and we never had a place of our own. We couldn’t afford California (especially since she didn’t work at the time), so I decided that we should live in Colorado-where I had originally moved after the big economic crash.

“Our divorce finalized in 2015, but I embarked on self-destruction. This is because that is the result when I am out of a relationship for any length of time. Prior to this fabulous disaster, I was not able to date in my thirties because I worked up to fifteen hours a day with someone who has autism. The father never wanted to come home on time; insisting that he worked late at the office-like 10:45 p.m. late. I was expected to show up around 7:15 a.m. or 7:30 a.m.

“I had become the parent.

“You understand my hunger for marriage if you are familiar with Erik Erikson’s Eight Stages. I am still in the early stage of 18-40-despite the fact that I will be 48 in June.

“I have just acquired my degree in psychology and I want to marry immediately. In fact, I knew how much trouble I would wind up in if I DIDN’T marry young. Everything happened, and it was like the steering wheel broke in my hands and I was just along for the ride in the Porsche.

“I have come off of a break up that neither one of us wanted, but her mother caused. She is heartbroken and I am spinning out of control again. It’s a very complicated situation, which is why I’m not mentioning much. I don’t want to move on, but it looks like I may have to-even though we have both cried over this.

“She’s 41, okay? Yeah, it’s that stupid.

“IF this is indeed over, I HAVE TO try again IMMEDIATELY, because my time is running out. It’s not that I ever wanted to play the field. I have wanted to be a husband and father from the very beginning. Furthermore, I am possess the personality type which gets into trouble if I don’t find someone quickly.

“I’m either in a long-term relationship or a long dry spell. As a graduate of psychology I know that this is extremely unhealthy. However, I can assure anyone that I would not exhibit this behavior if I had been able to marry at 20.

“I am a pendulum. Hence, I would rather opt for one extreme over the other. I probably do have codependent tendencies. While I can live by myself, I can’t live ALONE, as I still get into too much trouble. This is why I have to get up, dust off the dirt, and try again IMMEDIATELY, as I only lived with my “wife” for three of the five years we were married. I worked nights and she slept through half of the day.

“It makes more sense now, doesn’t it?

 

“By the way, you can’t say that I married her for her beauty. 375-as in pounds, and I don’t mean British currency.

“Some of my girlfriends have been bigger and some have been very thin. I don’t care. I always hope that each one is the last, but I run into the problem of the spirit knowing better, while the flesh succumbs.

I really hope that the woman with whom I was formerly engaged to finds all the happiness in the world-even if it’s not with me. She deserves happiness.”