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This Is What Brain Damage Sounds Like, Motherfucker!

 

This is what brain damage sounds like! 

Recorded in 2011 at Guitar Center in Irvine, California.

Apathy Therapy

 

 

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Apathy Therapy

Posted by James Rousch on Mar 28, 2019 7:38:49 PM

This is something that I am developing on my own.

We know that those who have learning disabilities are more stressed than those who are not.  It’s because we want to do well and we want to show the world that we’re more intelligent than people give us credit.

 

The genesis of this idea occured in 1988 when I was in high school.  I came to realize that the more I cared about my grade, the more I suffered.
I then decide to see what happened if I simply showed up, barely paid attention, and just did the assignment.

 

Had it not been for the two fails in Chemistry and in Geometry, I would have probably made Honor Roll, because I graduated high school with a 2.89.

 

I literally fell asleep in my other classes and got A’s and B’s.  Myth and Legend and my history classes were the only ones of interest to me, so i just sat there and took three naps during the class day-and no one cared (you can’t fall asleep in P.E.).  They just woke me up when the bell rang.

 

The first attempts college were disastrous for a number of reasons.  First, there were no online facilities.  I’m Fred Flintstone, okay?  Sue me.  The second reason was that I returned to caring about what I did and that I wanted to make a good impression.

 

What a total waste of time THAT was.
It was the same frustrating problem which I experienced here, as well, when I first began in 2013.  I currently possess a degree in psychology and I’m working on the next degree.  I currently have a 3.17.

 

I don’t care.  I don’t worry.  Most of the time, I don’t even know what day I’m in because of the condition of my hippocampus and my striatum.  According to the NCBI, we still have half of a clue of what the stratium’s role in social behavior is with relation to everything else in the brain.

 

I love it when people tell me to get a calendar, because it does me no good.

 

Remember the show Quantum Leap?  Some of the older students do.  Dr. Sam Becket was an experimental time traveller and every time he took another leap, he had no idea where he was.  That’s how it is for someone who has problems with their striatum or their hippocampus-or both, if you’re me.

 

This theory still has a long way to go before I can actually complete a paper on it, but all I can tell you is that it works for me.

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Don’t Fuck With Those Frontals, I’m Begging Ya!

 

 

 

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2991430/

There are a lot of people who make bad decisions, and often when there’s less than no time to think about that probable consequences will be.

Hello, prefrontal cortex, you snot-slurped asshole.

Many people who live with traumatic brain injury face this challenge every day in the hope that they don’t get into an argument with an idiot, only to be arrested for manslaughter, because he got tired of dealing with someone’s bullshit and pushed the other guy into an oncoming city bus-which only make things worse.

I mean, nobody really wants to do that, but there are some people who:

a) ask for it

b) don’t believe you’ll do it

The next thing one realises, the one who was pissed can’t believe what he or she just did!  However, the person that once was was warned about the consequences.  What seems to spectators as a deliberate act truly wasn’t, because the person who pushed you was on the receiving end of an equal and opposite reaction-and now, traffic is a nightmare because the coroner has to scrape your remains as best they can off the street.

Study the case of Phineas Gage, a railroad foreman who experienced a blast which sent a tamping iron-43 inches long, 1 1/4 inches in diameter, and weighing 13 1/4 pounds through his left cheek, slashed his brain, and rocketed skyward, landing several feet behind him, according to smithsonian.com.

He was never the same after this, as his friends said that he was “no longer Gage,” as Dr. John Harlow accounted.

Gage lost his balance between his common sense and his self-control, or as Paul the Apostle wrote in Romans 7:15-20: “I do not understand what I do.  For what I want to do I do I do not do, but what I hate I do.  And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good.  As it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.  For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature.  For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.  For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil the evil I do not want to do-this I keep on doing.  Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.”


Here’s the funny part: those who kicked me out of the church last year are Republicans who espouse the doctrine of personal responsibility.  However, where was Paul’s sense of personal responsibility?


As George Carlin said: “Someone’s losing fucking ground.”

It might be best for Americans to stop judging people who have the tendency to hit someone in the mouth with a chair.  After all, no one starts life that way and there are people who know the particular person’s weakness and exploit it in the hope that such a person will arrested on a assault charge.

Have you ever heard of entrapment?  As Dirty Harry used to say: “A man has got to know his limitations.”

My advice is for instigators to not start anything to begin with, as someone’s fuse is shorter than another-and all because of traumatic brain injury.  If you’re going to a soldier a free pass, you have to do the same for someone else-even when you’re dealing with someone who wasn’t stupid enough to drive over a roadside bomb during a quagmire in which we had no business involving ourselves.

Don’t fuck with the frontals, I’m begging ya!

Savvy?

Done.

 

You all know that I was viciously and physically attacked at Ascension Lutheran Church in Littleton, Colorado earlier this year.  While there could have been reconciliation, this is how it is going to end.

 

Pastor:

Who is this David Forte?  I will show you his response to my article.
No More Chances for Christianity

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I have experienced problems with Christianity for decades, actually since childhood.

You know that I was attacked by a retired police officer who jumped me without asking any questions about the situation, as cops today have been known to do nowadays because of the judgments against them in court.

Did Jesus Christ deny anyone access to Him?

Absolutely not.  However, this is what I received on my Facebook messenger today.

http://www.freedomfortheoppressed.us/2018/08/trumps-pussy-and-mccain-is-hero.html

I told you to solve this bullshit with Clyde Wiggins MONTHS ago. I did not attack anyone. He is a retired Denver pig and it was his age that won out the day instead of my injured shoulder and spine.

Pastor Larson admits that he wasn’t there to see the assault, so I do not fault him.

God damn Clyde Wiggins to HELL!

By the way, I am doing everything MY way. FUCK GOD. I am getting better results under my own power than I EVER did under that pussy, JEHOVAH!!

Master’s program in Psychology, and I own FIVE FUCKING BUSINESSES.

I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER!

Jehovah can suck a bowl of dicks-and probably does.

Yes, this all stems from what happened when Clyde assaulted me, but he will burn in Hell for what he did.

https://business.google.com/dashboard/l/03739488397344556389?hl=en-US

Just think of how differently this would have ended if Clyde were arrested? You don’t tackle someone who isn’t physically going after someone else. The fact that he believed I posed a threat would make him a BITCH in prison.!

He’s going to Hell anyway, so fuck his old ass.

You have no one to believe in. Only the Democratic Party and SCIENTISTS!

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6107867/Infowars-Alex-Jones-caught-trans-porn-phone-bashing-transsexuals-pedophiles.html?ito=social-facebook

I’ll bet you ANYTHING Jeff Sessions is HOMOSEXUAL!

Dear Mr Rouch,

I understand you are angry and you have every right to be angry. You have every right to express your anger on your blog site.

You should also be proud of your educational and business accomplishments. We salute those accomplishments.

However, your use of vulgar language through this form of communication has caused distress and annoyance to the few individuals who manage the church’s Facebook profile. None of them include the individual who you are having an issue with. I do not believe you wish to be the cause distress to individuals who were not involved with your situation. Your blog sight would be the more appropriate place if you wish to vent your anger in that way.

With that in mind, I request that you cease and desist with any vulgar communications with the church or it’s members that could cause alarm or distress.

Again, we salute your accomplishments. Please let Pastor Larson know of further accomplishments by phone, letter, other form that the two of you have agreeded upon so that we praise them. And let us know through the Pastor if you are having troubles so that we may pray for you.

Sincerely,
David Fort

He knew nothing of the situation, my communication  wasn’t addressed to him, and he couldn’t even spell my last name correctly!  This David Fort knows absolutely nothing about how traumatic brain injury affects behaviour.

Then again, history has shown that Christians  generally don’t believe in Science.  They have a history of murdering anyone who knows that Earth is a sphere.

Most Christians are as compassionate as a cactus.

The funniest thing is that this asshole spelled my name wrong.
Jesus knows my name, and how it’s spelled.

Jesus Christ saw through the negative (and often violent) behaviours which people expressed, and He only got rough with the Pharisees and Sadducees, because they extorted the poor and because they wanted to stone used the prostitute they used to death.

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Religions are not interested in understanding people who struggle. Why do that when it’s easier to write them off and condemn them for circumstances which are beyond their psychological or physical control? This is why most Christians vote Republican; as they don’t want to understand anyone who is different than…

August 4, 2018

In “Americans with Disabilities Act”
Who is this guy and why is he judging a situation he knows nothing about?

Jesus told me to keep knocking, so I shouldn’t have been blocked on Facebook.

First, I should inform you that I am contemplating legal action against this church for the violation of the Americans with Disabilities Act.  I am covered under this law.  Should I persue this, I will go for every penny.  I should not have been assaulted and there was no attempt on Clyde Wiggins’ part to reconcile.  The woman who didn’t understand traumatic brain injury expressed regret, according to Judi.  However, Wiggins, being what (not who) was completely out of line and broke the law.

Departments now lose in civil court because of things like what Wiggins did to me, tackling me to the floor like that.

That’s aggravated assault.

This David Fort should read John 7:24.  While I did use course language, you have to consider the case of Phineas Gage, as his frontal lobes were destroyed and he had problems with his temper, used foul verbiage, and was an alcoholic for the rest of his life.

Being a member of the American Civil Liberties Union, I have no problem taking this matter to court, because I would have let this go had Wiggins faced reprimand for the assault.

https://www.uakron.edu/gage/story.dot

Once again, I remind you that this report has even been read in CHINA.  Can you imagine what the Chinese government can say about Christians?  You just made it much more difficult for your people to evangelise in China, because all I wanted was an apology from Clyde.  If would have been done and over with.  I ask for justice against my adversary, and I get blocked for my trouble.

Luke 18:3.

There are millions of people who have been brutalised by Christians-even now.  All you have to do is recognise it and reconcile.  Those who have been attacked in their church in respective churches don’t have to forgive.  The offenders should face public rebuke.

With Regret, Jim Rousch

I have struggled since 1983, but I’m pretty sure which side the Father is on.   Fight your church!  Stand up for your human rights by taking your church to court and punish them.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

No More Chances for Christianity

 

 

 

 

 

 

I have experienced problems with Christianity for decades, actually since childhood.

You know that I was attacked by a retired police officer who jumped me without asking any questions about the situation, as cops today have been known to do nowadays because of the judgments against them in court.

Did Jesus Christ deny anyone access to Him?

Absolutely not.  However, this is what I received on my Facebook messenger today.

http://www.freedomfortheoppressed.us/2018/08/trumps-pussy-and-mccain-is-hero.html

 

I told you to solve this bullshit with Clyde Wiggins MONTHS ago. I did not attack anyone. He is a retired Denver pig and it was his age that won out the day instead of my injured shoulder and spine.

Pastor Larson admits that he wasn’t there to see the assault, so I do not fault him.

God damn Clyde Wiggins to HELL!

By the way, I am doing everything MY way. FUCK GOD. I am getting better results under my own power than I EVER did under that pussy, JEHOVAH!!

Master’s program in Psychology, and I own FIVE FUCKING BUSINESSES.

I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER!

Jehovah can suck a bowl of dicks-and probably does.

Yes, this all stems from what happened when Clyde assaulted me, but he will burn in Hell for what he did.

https://business.google.com/dashboard/l/03739488397344556389?hl=en-US

Just think of how differently this would have ended if Clyde were arrested? You don’t tackle someone who isn’t physically going after someone else. The fact that he believed I posed a threat would make him a BITCH in prison.!

He’s going to Hell anyway, so fuck his old ass.

You have no one to believe in. Only the Democratic Party and SCIENTISTS!

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6107867/Infowars-Alex-Jones-caught-trans-porn-phone-bashing-transsexuals-pedophiles.html?ito=social-facebook

 

I’ll bet you ANYTHING Jeff Sessions is HOMOSEXUAL!

Dear Mr Rouch,

I understand you are angry and you have every right to be angry. You have every right to express your anger on your blog site.

You should also be proud of your educational and business accomplishments. We salute those accomplishments.

However, your use of vulgar language through this form of communication has caused distress and annoyance to the few individuals who manage the church’s Facebook profile. None of them include the individual who you are having an issue with. I do not believe you wish to be the cause distress to individuals who were not involved with your situation. Your blog sight would be the more appropriate place if you wish to vent your anger in that way.

With that in mind, I request that you cease and desist with any vulgar communications with the church or it’s members that could cause alarm or distress.

Again, we salute your accomplishments. Please let Pastor Larson know of further accomplishments by phone, letter, other form that the two of you have agreeded upon so that we praise them. And let us know through the Pastor if you are having troubles so that we may pray for you.

Sincerely,
David Fort

 

 

He knew nothing of the situation, my communication  wasn’t addressed to him, and he couldn’t even spell my last name correctly!  This David Fort knows absolutely nothing about how traumatic brain injury affects behaviour.

 

Then again, history has shown that Christians  generally don’t believe in Science.  They have a history of murdering anyone who knows that Earth is a sphere.

Most Christians are as compassionate as a cactus.

The funniest thing is that this asshole spelled my name wrong.


Jesus knows my name, and how it’s spelled.

 

Jesus Christ saw through the negative (and often violent) behaviours which people expressed, and He only got rough with the Pharisees and Sadducees, because they extorted the poor and because they wanted to stone used the prostitute they used to death.

 

Choices

 

 

 

I was all set to for my first semester back.  However, my baby sister, who runs three mental institutions, is a professor at two colleges, and has her own private practice, suggested to me that I might want to enter a different field for my Master’s, and that is human rights and social justice.

I can see her point, as my first inclination is to beat the hell out of a bully until he is crippled for life.  My frontal lobes go out of control, and he’s bleeding before anyone knows what’s going on.

You see, I simply don’t like bigots, racists, or bullies.  And having been bullied to the point of near suicide, I know how to deal with them.

Go the principal once and record the conversation in your pocket.  There’s no second step after that.  You just beat the living shit out of your problem until he can’t breathe.

Yeah, yeah.  Whatever, I get it!  I understand that it’s illegal to do this in different states.  So what?  My advice is that people shouldn’t fuck with someone whose frontal lobes have been trashed because the frontal lobes govern temperament.  Which would you rather have a kid illegally record a conversation with his principal about who is shoving his head down a shit-filled toilet, or do you want to see that same kid hang from his closet?

Yeah, that’s what I figured, so shut up.

How do you know whose frontal lobes are damaged?  That my friend, is what makes it fun.  You don’t know who it is!

We live in an age where the reason why there is no right or wrong in America anymore is because authority figures blame victims for what happened to them.  And therefore, one must do whatever is necessary to survive elementary  school, middle school, and high school.

That’s if I remain in psychology.  However, in human rights and social justice….what a minute!  I’d promote the same course of action!

How Bad Off Am I-Seriously?

 

Living with traumatic brain injury is bad enough-and everyone here knows that I have it and how I got it during my infancy.

Not only do I have to wonder what the second seizure did to me in 2007, but I now have to worry whether or not I have chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or CTE.  While football and soccer players are known to have this condition, I have to check this out because I suffered numerous blows to the head when I worked at Walmart.

You see, the pallets broke-a lot.

If the information which I am currently reviewing from the Mayo Clinic is any indication, I think that I will take a pass on the autopsy, because that seems to be the only time to make said diagnosis.

I do not have cognitive problems at this time.  However, my hands do shake and it’s harder for me to control my temper.

I try to control my impulses.

I am aggressive toward objects more than I am people-unless they don’t listen.

I have never been able to plan or execute executive function, so that’s nothing new.

I don’t drink or smoke (Phineas Gage became an alcoholic).

I gave up on the thought of committing suicide-years ago..

I become quite irate, but won’t physically attack.  As for verbal attacks, that’s a different paradigm.  Just don’t fuck with me, okay?

I have always had some motor impairment because of the meningitis, but my hands shake more often, so I must investigate.

There is a possibility that I may come up with this later in life because of the pallets which hit me in the head.

Yeah, God loves my ass, alright-enough to fuck me over more than once.

The best source for information on this is https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/chronic-tramatic-encephalopathy/symptoms-causes/syc-20370921.

This puts Proverbs 22:24 in perspective, does it not?  This is the verse which tells the ignorant not to make friends with an angry man and to not hang around anyone who has a short fuse.

Again, this particular book was not written by a doctor with a psychology degree, but by an idiot who had no understanding of the human brain, nor how it worked.  The Bible was written by ignorant fools who judged people they didn’t take the time to understand.  Hence, there is no reason to pay any attention to it, as ignorance only worsens relationships between people and leads to painful misunderstandings.

I have no remorse.  I have done nothing wrong.  I guess this goes back to a little thing which happened at church not too long ago.  Then again, the person who interfered was once a cop-and we all know how bright they are-not very.

Bad Mouth Any Nation That Bad Mouths You!

American flag burning

 

Has anyone noticed that this writer sticks it to the United States of America?

Aw!  Really?  You’re kidding!

There are two main reasons why this writer does what he does.

First, the Pledge of Allegiance is bullcrap, as we do not believe in liberty and justice for all-as you will see in this clip.

This is why WHITE cops get their heads blown off.

 

This is a clear abuse of power, as this black man did nothing wrong.  Here is what I posted to the Daily Mail’s Facebook page with regard to this white criminal, as he threatened to CREATE CHARGES against an INNOCENT BLACK MAN:

 

https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1122337684575194&id=493177604157875

This is how American cops behave.

They commit civil rights violations on a daily basis. American police are today’s Gestapo and must be stopped by any means, as they threaten every American’s civil rights.

The black man in the video spoke to the officer respectfully. However, just as all white cops generalise, so can we generalise against all cops in the United States, as they continue to demonstrate their are racist behaviour-and there is your proof.

As for what they do to Americans with developmental disabilities, they have been known to murder them in cold blood. Many videos on YouTube will prove it.

Thank God for dead cops, as I have also never broken any laws, but been harassed numerous times for political reasons.

I do not have an arrest record.

Most American cops hate Democrats. How do they know my political affiliation? By the stickers on the back of my 2000 Plymouth Breeze.

American pigs don’t deserve respect.  If anything, this is about all they deserve from the United Nations.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8tFgIuPM98

The average American cop never entered this line of work to protect the public.  He entered this line of work to intimidate or execute those whom he deems to be inferior.

The same goes for any right-wing terrorist group-such as the Republican Party, the National Rifle Association, and the Ku Klux Klan.

Not all American liberals have surrendered to this madness which Trump has unleashed upon the United States, as you can clearly tell.  However, it’s getting more difficult to rally the frightened, because they don’t want to admit that their Hippie beliefs of peace and love at any price has failed-miserably.

Not only that, but Americans don’t stand for the rights of all-even many liberals fail at this-which leads to a problem of a different paradigm…one you would not expect from a liberal who proclaims freedom for all and that everyone is equal.

For example, we expect Republicans to marginalize the developmentally disabled.  And while Democratic officeholders, such as Charles Schumer (D)-New York, Maxine Waters (D)-California, Dianne Feinstein (D)-California, and Kamala Harris, (D)-California fight for every developmentally disabled person’s right to life, liberty, and their pursuit of happiness, the average grassroots Democratic volunteer is almost as ignorant as about any Republican.

This is because they do not take neurological considerations into account.  However, the main problem is that these are relatively old people who choose to remain as ignorant as their Republican counterparts when they see someone with autism or a traumatic brain injury behave in less than an appropriate manner.

To put it bluntly, some on the American left-especially the baby boomers are just pretty stupid and hypocritical.  While it’s one thing to prove that Republicans are the most bigoted sons of sisters to ever walk the planet, baby boomer Democrats tend to have their own problems with regard to bias.  This is especially true as they reject the new information, and they are hypocritical because they almost respond like the Republicans they hate when it comes to how they deal with someone with a traumatic brain injury.

There’s only one way to put this to just about any American senior citizen-especially the Hippie left which has now become as prejudiced as the Republican Party:

While Democrats are smart enough to pipe down, Republicans often tell me to leave this country if I don’t like how things go here-in other words, they are quite comfortable with their bigotry.

I guess someone should have told the Black Panthers and Rosa Parks to leave America, but they improved this hypocritical nation-whether Americans wanted to change or not.

 

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