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Brother’s Birthday







It’s my brother’s birthday today, and I wish him the best on it.

I guess that’s all I have to print for now.

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This writer has come to terms with his fate within the Church after yesterday’s meeting with the pastor at Ascension Lutheran Church in Littleton, Colorado, where the incident occurred a week prior.

Again, while the columnist’s response to the church’s pamphlet on depression may not have been proper, one of the worst things which could have happened was when the woman beside me sarcastically asked me why I was there.

You have read the article, so read it again to refresh your memory.

The incident has since shaken my family to its foundation and the older people in the church want nothing to do with me-which is fine.  I was not there for myself.  I was doing something for someone else every time I went there.   All which was confirmed in the past two weeks is that Christianity and Islam are practically the same with just another name, as both judge and condemn.

The Christian Church still rejects Science as the truth because I explained to the Reverend John Larson what the frontal lobes do-and he still told me I had no excuse-even after I told him Phineas Gage’s tragic outcome.

Christianity has not changed since the Renaissance.  It is still vehemently opposed to scientific inquiry and scientific fact; choosing only to believe that behaviors are a matter of self-control-which they often are not.  Therefore, we have mood stabilizers, so that stupid people don’t get thrown out of windows or pushed into an oncoming Amtrak when they mock someone who has a suffered a traumatic brain injury.

He could not understand that it was Black Sabbath which sent my behavior back to base level on Sunday.  All he continued to reiterate was depth of my misconduct-and I was wrong to do what I did at the time.  However, it’s a reenactment of the OK Corral when one’s frontal lobes can’t do the job.

Christ did not judge people who behaved as I did.  He healed them.  It is unfortunate that the Christian Church has lost all its credibility, and judging people who struggle is just one reason why that is.

It’s interesting to be expelled from a church after what happened to you.

While it’s true that yours truly sent nasty messages to the pastor about Sunday morning’s incident, and while yours truly admits that he should not have engaged in the behavior that he did nor used the language that he used, one must understand that the frontal lobes are compromised.  Thus, this columnist has a very hard time with self-control and managing emotions.

This was something which the pastor refused to acknowledge, stating that I should not have let it get to me.

I’m sorry, but when you’ve dealt with the issue your entire life and you hear people blame you for something which you struggle to control, words like ‘why are you here,’ open deep wounds that go to the very soul.

The only reason I have even gone to church was for the sake of my niece, so that she would not wind up as I became.  However, it is clear that I can never go again, as Christians simply judge behavior without enquiring the reason behind it.  You know what I think spiritually, as you have read it in past articles.  However, the Church still refuses to acknowledge that it is always wrong and Science is always right.
Galileo is a perfect example of this.

It is not this columnist who is alone in this struggle, as the Church condemns many people whom it chooses not to understand.

The Puritans used to sentence people in the stocks for depression.  This actually happened to Reverend Cotton Mather’s wife.  The sight of her misery was unbearable for Reverend Mather and he called for his wife’s release from the stocks, which did happen.

I explained the story of Phineas Gage to the pastor, the railroad foreman who suffered a massive traumatic brain injury in 1848 in which steel went through his skull and landed eleven feet behind him.  He was an easy-going man prior to the incident, but became a raging and profane alcoholic who was unable to maintain employment after his accident.

The pastor had never heard of Phineas Gage, yet still focused upon my shortcomings.

While my actions were far from appropriate, I reminded the pastor that it is he who leads the other into sin who pays the greater penalty (Matthew 18:6, Mark 9:42, Romans 14:13-23).  This is where Christians can’t get me-because I have God’s number, and I can’t be beaten.  I’m simply too intelligent for the likes of the Lord because I call Him on His bullshit.

Guess what?  I’m still not going to Hell.  Why?  Because I know that a Roman soldier was burnt where he slept (Matthew 28:13).


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Martin Luther 1483-1546




Martin Luther 1483-1546

While I’m not a religious person (I’d like to see them all banned), one cannot deny that Martin Luther opened the door for the oppressed in Europe.

It was on this day in 1483 that Martin Luther was born in Eisleben, Germany.

This was during a time in which the Catholic Church tortured and murdered people for merely questioning their interpretation of the Bible.  However, Luther’s main problem with Rome was indulgences; money that parishioners had to give to the Church so that St. Peter’s Basilica could be built.

Luther also had a problem with the Church’s hypocrisy regarding marriage.  He knew that there were priests who were married, and there was nothing in the Bible which stated that a holy man of God was required to remain celibate.  In fact, 1 Corinthians 7:9 states that people should be allowed to marry if they cannot control their urges.

Hence, the 42-year-old Martin found and married a nun by the name of Katherine Von Bora, 26.

The funny thing is that this was not the career choice that his father, Hans, had planned out for his son, Martin.  Martin was supposed to be a lawyer.  Hans was livid when Martin threw that away to become a monk.

Hans never came to terms with his son’s decision.

Luther risked his life during a time when others were being boiled and burned for even suggesting that the common man should have access to it, and he was really asking for it when he nailed the 95 Theses on the door of his church in Wittenburg, Germany.

This act officially made Luther a heretic by decree of the Vatican.

However, Luther never intended to start his own wing of the Christian church.  He had hoped that Rome would seek reconciliation, which has not happened to this very day.

Luther constantly lived incognito and in several different different places.  He had disguised himself as a knight to avoid arrest by Rome’s authorities, and he did all of this while raising a family.

This fucker had brass balls.

In the end, it wasn’t Rome that took him down, but illness in 1546, at the age of 62.  His denomination is one of the more liberal ones as far as Christianity is concerned, as the doctrine of Lutheranism is simply to believe in the death and resurrection of Christ for one’s sins.

While some Lutherans also state baptism as a requirement, one has to think about a baby who dies minutes after birth, don’t tell me you believe that child’s going to Hell!  Are you kidding me?

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My Problem With God



I know that God exists, but I hate Him for what He has done to me throughout the course of my life-starting with giving me meningitis.

It’s fun to deal with right-wing bigots who assume you smoke pot-all the while they give some Iraq murderer in an American uniform a free pass.

When it comes to relationships, they have been fabulous disasters.  They have been so bad that women have assumed me to be gay because I was still single in my late thirties-the very same kind of chicks who rejected me because I didn’t have the money to accommodate their spending habits.

I got married just prior to forty-and God fucked me on that marriage as if I were a cheap whore on Sepulveda Blvd. My ex-wife spent all of my money and hardly ever let me be intimate with her.

We lived with her friend nearly the entire time we were “married.”

I took care of someone with autism when I should have been dating.

Seeing how I believe in unions, I have taken the appropriate action against an unjust Deity: I’m on strike.

God gets nothing from me until He lives up to His “word” in Genesis 2:18 and in 2 Corinthians 7:9. In fact, when we meet, the Lord will need a doctor after I’m through kicking His ass. Besides, since our righteousness is like that of filthy rags (Isiah 64:6)

I’m not an Atheist, but I don’t put up with the Father’s shit-ever.

I don’t care if He DID create the Universe with can of baked beans, it doesn’t give Him the right to lie to people as Paul admits that God the Father does in Hebrews 11:39-look it up.

I am justified to do all these things against the Father as per Proverbs 18:19, Proverbs 18:22, Proverbs 30:8, 1 Corinthians 7:9, and Matthew 21:22.

I have never sinned within this realm because the Father is guilty, via Mark 9:42.

I win in the end because I know Christ rose three days after His execution.

His knees weren’t broken and Roman guards were burned where they slept if caught nodding off while on duty.

I have conquered God the Father, and He is only hurting His Own “credibility” the longer this continues.

Don’t tell me about Job. Show me Job’s 1040 and his 1199’s. Tell me where Uz was-then, and ONLY THEN, will I consider a possibility of credibility.

God the Father has nothing on me, but the Father would be my bitch if we were in prison, as I would rent Him out.

Well, it’s not nice to let turn innocent people who once trusted You with their very lives into a spiritual terrorist-which is essentially what I am now.

The sad thing is that I am slowly beginning to realize that there are honest Christians in this world who don’t castigate others.  Sadly, they are very difficult to find and they will be caught in the crossfire once 2 Peter 3:4 comes to pass.

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Conservatives Are Pro-BIRTH, Not Pro-LIFE!




MSNBC reported Friday that the Republicans in Congress want to save $8 billion by cutting the Children’s Health Insurance Program, or CHIP.

Will someone explain how this behavior is consistent with the pro-life philosophy and how these “Christians” can be so heartless as to forget the story of the Good Samaritan, a man who paid out-of-pocket for the well being of a stranger who was beaten and robbed?

What the Republican Party truly seeks to do is to show that the federal government is unreliable by setting it up for failure, and they’re not above killing children to make their point-those very same children whom they wanted forced into the world because they supposedly had a ‘right to life’ like everyone else-unless you just happen to be one of those ‘everyone else’s’ who has a disability.

Who is going to suffer from this?  The poor, of course.  People with good insurance plans will be able to take their children to specialists without a single worry-just like it was before the days of Obamacare.

And where is this $8 billion going?  Did the Pentagon dream of some jet it just has to have, or it won’t be able to defend America from terrorists anymore?

If any budget should face cuts, it’s the Department of Defense, and the Veterans Administration.  I’m sorry, but that’s the breaks when one is stupid enough to believe a Republican and go fight in a war he doesn’t understand.  Children are innocent victims and should not be punished for the Pentagon’s shopping spree.

Religious hypocrites who vote Republican should read 1 John 3:17-18.  Wait!  They’re too lazy, so I’ll put it right here for them:

1 John 3:17-18New International Version (NIV)

17 “If anyone has material possessions and sees a brother or sister in need but has no pity on them, how can the love of God be in that person? 18 Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.”

Conservatives should read Matthew 25:42-46, because that’s when the joke will be on them, as they’re all going to burn in Hell for denying a poor child to see a doctor.

Let returning soldiers pay for their own God damned health care.  They didn’t protect our freedom, they ruined our reputation-and they continue to do so.

Women and children should always get first priority in a nation which claims that it cherishes the concept of life.  Then again, everyone around the world knows the United States of America is full of crap.

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Of Course It’s All About Hate! Either Put It in a Museum or…BURN IT!




Americans have heard the great Southern lie that their banner of treason is only about heritage and has nothing to do with hatred, which is…

Americans have heard the great Southern lie that their banner of treason is only about heritage and has nothing to do with hatred, which is really quite interesting when you read what the designer of the Confederate flag said about it.

That being stated, those who fly that Anti-American rag of treason are a product of inbreeding or simple stupidity.  To be honest, it truly might be a bit of both.  This is because interracial marriage was illegal-even after Loving v. Virginia (1967).  What was truly sickening is that these laws still remained on the books long after the landmark Supreme Court decision.  In fact, the Huffington Post reported that Alabama was the last state to repeal its anti-miscegenation law in 2000.

It is illegal to fly the Nazi flag in Germany, although it can be viewed in a museum-which is where the Confederate flag belongs-if not on a pile of wood to be burned with the group of “Southern Knights” that like to display it.

This flag isn’t just offensive.   It’s a symbol of murder, and anyone who supports public display of the same should be labeled as a traitor of the United States of America and take a one time visit to a free Thirteen-Step program that is guaranteed to cure him of his hateful heritage.

You lost.  Get the fuck over it.

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Monday, October 30, 2017

Of Course It’s All About Hate! Either Put It in a Museum or…BURN IT!

Americans have heard the great Southern lie that their banner of treason is only about heritage and has nothing to do with hatred, which is really quite interesting when you read what the designer of the Confederate flag said about it.

That being stated, those who fly that Anti-American rag of treason are a product of inbreeding or simple stupidity.  To be honest, it truly might be a bit of both.  This is because interracial marriage was illegal-even after Loving v. Virginia (1967).  What was truly sickening is that these laws still remained on the books long after the landmark Supreme Court decision.  In fact, the Huffington Post reported that Alabama was the last state to repeal its anti-miscegenation law in 2000.

It is illegal to fly the Nazi flag in Germany, although it can be viewed in a museum-which is where the Confederate flag belongs-if not on a pile of wood to be burned with the group of “Southern Knights” that like to display it.

This flag isn’t just offensive.   It’s a symbol of murder, and anyone who supports public display of the same should be labeled as a traitor of the United States of America and take a one time visit to a free Thirteen-Step program that is guaranteed to cure him of his hateful heritage.

You lost.  Get the fuck over it.



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Progressives Are Destroying the Left Because the Country Isn’t Ready For Their Ideas.

There is only one thing wrong with the Democratic Party today, and we all know what the problem is: those who call themselves progressives.

Honestly, there was a time when Americans supported progressivism; back when meat companies sold rotten meat without government oversight, back when football players lost their lives during the game, back when women won the right to vote, and so forth.

For progressivism to work, most of the voting population must arrive to the same conclusion; namely that there must be reform.  However, this is where the similarities end.

We have naïve people who truly believe that the problem is corrupt politicians.

So, what?  Do these people want a raise in the minimum wage, or don’t they?   If that’s the issue of concern for that bloc of voters, no one should care about the eighteen-year-old intern who did a little extracurricular in the office so that she could afford to go to college.

The guy just raised the minimum wage.  Thank him and be happy about it.

The American people truly trusted their government to protect them from the corporate machines-and this was especially true after October of 1929.

However, this was the last generation to trust the federal government’s wisdom in guiding the country, as the baby boomers, the most spoiled generation on Earth, never understood why Dad was always at work and why Mom was practically unconscious.

They had no idea what their parents went through as Dad went from town to town in a futile search to sell apples for a nickel.  Hence, these broken condoms who simply went into the wrong orifice never quite caught on to the idea of saving money.

The funny part is that this pathetic generation that: ‘turned on, tuned in, dropped out.’  That’s okay, because they’re paying the price for that now.  Isn’t it unfortunate that they didn’t think enough to teach their children well, because their children fell for Bernie, and that will put us right back into the situation we had in 1929.

Well, you will, but I won’t.

I remember when I was a delegate at the Colorado Democratic Caucus.  The Bernie people were rude, shut the event down several times, and never allowed Hillary Clinton delegates to speak.  They were worse than children.  They wanted to change the rules which they Democratic Party has had in place for decades.  They only wanted to argue with people; and labelling us as ‘not being liberal enough’.

What is truly delusional is that they still believe Sanders would have beaten Trump.

Today, on Facebook, they try to steer the Democratic Party in an unwinnable direction, as they attempt to tackle issues which no one at the dinner table understands: corporate fraud, disastrous of deregulation, and the end of birth control and civil rights for Americans with Disabilities.

These obstructionists need to be evicted from the Democratic Party, not because of their ideas, but because the voting public is not ready to accept their ideas.  In the end, all the Bernie Sanders wing will do is to stick with a theocratic fascist government which is further to the right than it already is.




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Just so that you know, I am moving to Blogger on Google.  I’m still going to be the same unrepentant liberal you have come to expect.  However, I have decided to try something new.

Here is where I can be found now:

Thank you, and I hope to see you on Blogger at


Jim Rousch

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America’s Hypocritical Position on Traumatic Brain Injury






You may be like me in that you have a tough time controlling your temper.

None of that ‘count to ten’ crap works for you, either, does it?

Yeah, that’s what I figured.

The problem may be that your frontal lobes might be compromised, if not destroyed to some extent.   Worse, the more you try to explain the situation, the more you are dismissed-which is why I have no sympathy for  who don’t hit the dirt or find a place to hide when someone’s breaking point has been cracked and they exercise their Second Amendment rights in Las Vegas.
According to Sanford University, the prefrontal cortex is associated with higher attention, cognition, following society’s rules, and controlling one’s impulses (source: Stanford, Zero to Three, January 2009).
I know how I get when things don’t work after I follow the written instructions-get out, and get out now.

t has gotten worse over the distance of time, due to the number of pallets which hit me in the head when I worked at Walmart.  I can feel it, but I can’t stop it.  I scream obscenities, punch walls, and floor the pedal on the car.  And when I’m accused of having a bad attitude, that’s when you’re playing with matches, as all I am is the spilt Unleaded 93 because there’s a line of gas that leads straight to the pump.

Talk about your Terrible Herbst!

With all the discussion about the traumatic brain injuries suffered by idiots who paid no attention to the road en route to Fallujah or Tikrit, it seems that Americans should express at least some benefit of the doubt toward those of us who didn’t engage in murder via the United States government during the Iraq War.   We  all know they’re going to get that benefit of the doubt when one of them stands on trial for murder, but what about the rest of us who suffer from the same condition through no fault of our own?

Rehabilitation is the answer, not incarceration.  If this society is going to allow rapists in American military uniforms to walk free because they drove over a bomb, Americans who got traumatic brain injury by illness or accident should be afforded the same courtesy.

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What the Hell Happened to Me?! Who Cares? I Have Victories To Win

I rehabilitate myself at least three days a week.

I have a great physical trainer with whom I have much in common.  However, there is a peculiar issue with which currently confuses me.

After I acquired meningitis in 1971, my right side became more dominant (I began life ambidextrous).  Although I still ate with my left hand and despite the fact that I played kickball and soccer with my left leg, I batted right-handed and slugged people with my right fist while in the course of defending myself all through my elementary school years.  Remember that I had been bullied almost to death earlier in my life.  Fighting was the only way to keep bullies away from me.

Something is amiss, however, because my right leg is now more stable than my left.

While my balance was never anything to brag about, one of my biggest fears I was in my twenties was being having to perform a sobriety test in front of Los Angeles Sheriff’s deputies because I was never good at heel-toe.

While it has always been quite the adventure to stand on either leg, I now see that my current ability to do this has become much more difficult.

My physical trainer has me stand on one of those big plastic balls that a first grade teacher might improvise to represent Jupiter, but I have to fight for control-regardless of which leg I use.  The irony is that my right leg has now become stronger than my left.

This is a serious concern for me, because the question now arises:


l knew that something was wrong from the moment I was in the emergency room in Burbank, California.  When the neurologists told me that they could clearly see the original brain damage, but could find no evidence of anything new, I screamed,  “BULLSHIT!  SOMETHING’S WRONG!  I FEEL DIFFERENT!”

The neurologists continued to insist that there was nothing new.  However, my behavior had changed-and not for the better, either.

My fuse became shorter, whereas I had it nearly under control before this.

I was  able to pull off what I call a Yosemite Sam, which is the ability to find a way out of an aggravating situation and defuse in a safe place.

However, I am unable to do so now.

I struggle with social skills again, and it’s almost as  bad as when I struggled with the same skills thirty years ago.  I experience more difficulty with verbal intent.

The biggest mystery to me, however, is why my left side has become stronger and exhibited more control than my right side, as this never was.

What damage did that second seizure infect upon me, and where, other than the frontal lobes-which were already damaged by the meningitis?

One thing which I have always had in my favor is that I refuse to accept what is.  There’s no point in living if you accept limitations.

You do what you can with what you have left.  Whatever you lack, you take for yourself and take the freeways out of town, as quality of life is more important than life itself.

While it’s harder for me to concentrate and while it’s more difficult for me to remain civil to the truly idiotic who choose to believe that I’m a drug addict, I did acquire my college degree-something that most people would never have thought I could ever do.

So, if you know someone like me, don’t count them out.  Not only do they possess hidden talents which can benefit the world, but the same people also a simmering rage if disenfranchised-and you don’t want your family to get that phone call, do you?



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What’s With The Sound?



Music Recording

People with developmental disabilities are more capable than you believe.





Have you ever noticed how the first notes on these recordings are louder than those on the rest of the tune?
Okay, I’m no sound man.  Hell, I’m half-deaf as it is, and it’s not from being a heavy metal musician for 33 years.  After all, Paul Stanley was already half-deaf when Wicked Lester formed in 1970, so that’s not the problem.
Furthermore, there was a period in my life when I worked behind the camera, and that was back in the early 1990s when I worked with Allan Cameron in Santa Clarita, California, so I know a few things about camerawork.  However, back to the damn sound.
It would be easier to understand why these recordings are so goofy if the opening notes were as screwy as the rest.  However, that is not the case.  So, what gives?
Sure, it makes me sound like I haven’t a clue of what the hell I’m doing-and maybe I don’t.  I won’t argue about that idea in the sound realm, because I’m only using a $1200 Hewlett-Packard or (even sillier) an i-Phone (I’m serious!).
Here’s what is probably the least believable.  The recordings from my i-Phone are of higher quality than those which I record straight from the computer.  Hell, I still get better recordings off compact cassette!  Yes, I still use compact cassettes and old-fashioned tape recorders.
If I know me, I probably haven’t set up the microphones correctly.
Do I really do music for the money?  No, I’m 47-years-old now, and I’m pretty much recording this material for any descendants I might have a century or two down the line.  Realistically, about the only way I could ever cut any kind of album is if I made it in this business first-and then, it would have to be after I’m somewhat established.
Uh-huh, yeah.
Although I’m usually the first one to say that those who look at reality may as well give up now, that is the reality of my situation as a musician-especially a metal musician.
The strange thing about this recording is that it’s very much of the 1970’s variety.  I personally hear elements of Kiss and Led Zeppelin from about 1975 in something that I just recorded last night (October 7, 2017) around 10:30 p.m.
While the notes might be a bit heavier, the sound is very much from the days of Watergate and the Arab oil embargo against the West.
I would record two guitars, but I’m not quite sure that I could pull it off with this computer.  I would probably need a second computer; one to play the rhythm and the other with which to record leads.  I don’t know.  I guess I’ll have to ask my original lead guitarist or another friend of mine who has worked with Sheena E. and Chicago.
Come to think of it, I wonder if he’s playing at the Baked Potato tonight.



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Another Nameless Metal Composition



Music Recording

People with developmental disabilities are more capable than you believe.




I realize what a lot of you are thinking.


This guy kind of sucks on the axe.  However, you did read some time ago that I never claimed to be Dimebag Darrell Abbott or Randy Rhoads.


This composer has a developmental disability and has had two seizures.  Hence, he records the tune while the notes are still in his mind.  There is virtually no short-term memory, and it’s too late by the time some of the melody returns.


The worst thing about it is the melody is never the same once some of it returns to my mind.


Just be happy that I’m keeping the classical heavy metal era alive through these compositions.  Maybe I’ll have a kid one day who can perfect his or her old man’s works, but these are the best I can do for right now.  Be grateful that this Jack the Ripper is not a dull boy by only displaying one type of material on here.


There are different sides to my personality, other than being a cut-throat liberal, and I want to share some of the other sides.  These recordings are only one verse long, as one should figure that the other one or two verses are the same-just like in a hymnal.


You probably have no idea that my hands shake as I type.  Well, they do.  I’m lucky that I can do any of this.


My hands shake because of what has happened to me over the course of time.  There are times when I should record the compositions in pieces and take short breaks in between.


My left hand shakes as I type this, in fact, and this is probably something that I will have to deal with for the next 50 or 60 years.


This is just more proof that people with disabilities can do more than what most people expect.

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Oh, Yeah. This is Terrorism. Thanks, NRA!







It’s safe to state that one can now label the National Rifle Association a terrorist organization.


Like the MSNBC byline states, if this isn’t terrorism, what is?


The event in Las Vegas was a terrorist act, kids-and it was an act perpetrate by whites, who claim the “need” to be armed for protection.  Now, unless this guy had a neurological condition, there was no reason for him to have an arsenal.


Have you ever noticed that it’s always some white man who has an “arsenal” of rifles?  As if one artificial penis isn’t enough.  White males seem to feel the need to have a need to feel superior to everyone-when they’re not.

The right-wing gets you to vote against your own interests because they want you to be afraid of threats that don’t exist.  The only threats out there are the right-wing gun nuts who own arsenals and say that M-79 grenade launchers are covered in the Second Amendment.

There will come a day when Americans will surrender their guns to keep their children safe, and this columnist would win that bet because Americans accepted the Patriot Act right after September 11, 2001.

However, Americans will continue to see these massacres until they decide that the Second Amendment isn’t worth their children’s lives.  This isn’t going to end today, tomorrow, or next Wednesday.  Paranoid white men with defective amygdales will tell you that these need weapons for protection.  The funny part is that those weapons get used in places like Las Vegas.

And so, the cycle repeats ad nauseum.

America has more guns than people, and yet Americans are no safer.  In fact, the United States of America has the most gun deaths when listed among the world’s richest nations.

However, this is the way Americans claim they want it for now, because they choose fear over reality.

There’s nobody waiting outside anyone’s window.  Just shut up and fuck your wife with your Derringer, okay?


No, no, no, stupid-the one that shoots blanks.

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Tom Petty R.I.P.



Tom Petty gave us great material over the years, but what happened in those final moments before he checked out?

What was in his mind when everything began to shut down?

Did he think about the hits he made?

Did he think of Roy Orbison and George Harrison of the Traveling Wilburys, who had passed before him?

I first became familiar with his music in 1981, when he and Stevie Nicks recorded Stop Draggin’ My  Heart Around-and I had already had a huge crush on Stevie Nicks as it already was…ever since the 1977 album from Fleetwood Mac, Rumours, was released. Speaking of Stevie Nicks, that woman gave me one of my first erections back then-and I was only seven-years-old.

However, back to Tom.

He was one of Southern Rock’s last big bangs.

He was able to change with the times, yet still stay as he was-which very few acts can do successfully.

I had always wanted to see one of his shows, but never had the chance to go-and now there’s no chance of seeing the last dance.



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Family Sucks




Everyone on Earth knows that the United States of America is full of crap, which is fewer nations give half of a damn about the rhetoric we spew.

Oh, there’s our crap about the idea of our supposed respect for human rights when Republicans want to starve impoverished children by eliminating social programs while the members of that very political party want rape victims to be forced into motherhood at the age of 10 (remember Mike Huckabee’s comments regarding whether or not a ten-year-old has the right to an abortion?  That bastard wanted her to continue with the pregnancy!), but there’s much more-like when your religious family members unfriend you, or even block you on Facebook because they’re hypocrites who refuse to understand what you have been through.

Some of you know exactly what I mean.

They tell you that they cannot stand your language and your blasphemy, but only address your issue by giving you that $1.98 response; that Christians aren’t perfect, just forgiven-which they believe exempts them from any responsibility toward those who have been hurt by their cult.

The funny thing is that’s not what Jesus Christ did.

He saw the pain in those who screamed blasphemous rants.  Those whom He went after were the religious leaders-like the prostitute whom the Sanhedrin wanted to execute on the charge of adultery.

Widows and other single women of the time who had no other means were forced into prostitution by economic necessity, as there were no government programs for them.  Furthermore, Christ knew that these men used her, which is why He replied that only those among them who were without sin could cast the first stone.

In my particular case, Christians bullied me to the point of suicide.  In fact, Gene Simmons of Kiss demonstrated more concern for me than any Christian ever did up to that point.

Now, to be fair, my grandparents never knew how bad it was, because they would have kicked asses had they realized the extent of the damage-which continues to reverberate 35 years later.

I could see my grandmother walking into that Christian concentration camp with a broom and a loud voice: “Who hurt my Jimmy?!”

It was too late by the time she began to realize how much harm had been inflicted, because she saw the inverted crosses in my room and everyone knew that I burned candles all over the house-while I blasted Venom through the speakers.

My cousins, though, would rather address my behavior than the reason behind it.

One of my cousins with regard to this issue is in law enforcement-and we all know how they solve problems, don’t we?

Cops use permanent solutions to deal with temporary problems-which is why they get sued practically every day.

Another cousin shacks up,  yet once told me that she and God are good-and I’ve never lived with a chick outside of marriage because I understand that the chances of divorce skyrocket threefold as opposed to not living together before marriage.

The only one I can think of who might give a damn is a teacher in Oklahoma.  We talk on and off, and I do have to admit that she has been kind to me on occasion.  I don’t know how much she understands about traumatic brain injury, but I do thank her for being there for me when I thought for sure that I knocked someone up.

I was disappointed when her period came, because I would have married her, as I honestly loved her.

Don’t ask, okay?  Cultural differences.  That’s all I’m going to say.  She’s an adult, but not allowed to make her own decisions at the age of forty.

Man, the Father is one hypocritical son of a whore, isn’t He?  And the funny thing is that Christians are told to allow marriage if people are getting older and want to do so, and it also states not to place faith in wealth.

So, why do Christians judge men by their pocketbooks before they know the reasons behind their economic situation?

My grandparents got married on Christmas Day in 1929.  The stock market had crashed two months prior.

I highly doubt Horace had a ton of money to spoil Irene.  Come to think of it, I don’t think they were ever able to have their official honeymoon throughout their 68 years of marriage.  Oh, they had their vacations, but no trips to New York City or Hawaii.

They went to Iowa-really romantic, right?

My cousins have no idea how spoiled they are-especially the one who is a cop.  Sure, it’s only Facebook, but tell me who would Jesus unfriend and block.

Exactly, no one..

Family sucks.

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How Come Trump Doesn’t Call For a Boycott of Kid Rock? Ooooh!




This makes makes you wonder why Donald Trump doesn’t issue a decree that Kid Rock perform for free, doesn’t it?

Well, it’s all there in black and white-oops.

Kid Rock is nothing but a hillbilly, but I have no doubt that he could be elected to the Senate, as he has pulled at the heartstrings of morons.  I,  myself, only cared for only one of his tunes, and that was off his debut album.

Can you honestly see this clown vote on the issue of ratifying a treaty?

Please tell me that this is a joke.  I mean, this worse than the idea of having Ted Nugent run for office.

It’s not?

This guy calls himself the Pimp of the Nation, and Michigan is one of those “family values” states.

Maybe all the water pipes need to be replaced over there, but I wouldn’t count on that.

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The Wrong Immigrant To Scare



I have someone to fight for, and she’s someone I hope to make a future with someday.
I’m going to do everything I can in my power to keep her here, because she likes it here (why, I don’t know.  It was a hell of a lot better under Obama and Clinton).

I’m a political brawler, but I fight much more effectively when it’s personal-and this one is personal.  No Marquis of Queensbury rules-especially when it comes to the white nationalist we have in the White House.

I met her at my niece’s birthday party two years ago, and I learned roughly a year ago of her interest in me.

One thing which is great about her is that she has something that American women have lost over the course of the last forty years-a domestic sophistication and the desire to create a true home.  Men don’t meet women like that anymore-not in this country, anyway.  What we normally get is ‘dinner is thawing in the sink.  Love you.’

She wants to own her own business in conjunction with being a wife and mother-and I have only seen that balancing act work once in my life.  The woman I knew who did that was damn good at pulling it off, because her daughter (my girlfriend at the time) was special needs.   Sixteen years later, that girl who was special needs is now a psychologist in Los Angeles, in her late thirties, and with a shitload of awards.  I couldn’t be prouder of her.

So, it can be done.

I’m prepared to defend this young lady, even if it means that I get hauled away in an ambulance.  That’s what you do when there’s a white supremacist in the White House and you must defend someone whom you already care for.

This girl is going to find out what happens when someone touches me while they try to negatively affect her life.

I’ve always been the middle finger with a mouth, and I’m prepared to raise it high for this queen, because she’s royalty to me, and because she’s worth more than L’Oréal (remember the commercial?  Okay, then.  Shut up.).  I’m no Muhammad Ali and I’m no Jack Dempsey, but you don’t want to do anything to her and you certainly don’t want to hit me when I must defend her-trust me on either situation.

Oh, and you certainly don’t want to try and cuff me while all of this goes down in real time.  It’s just a stupid idea on your part.  People have seen what I tend to do when I get hurt in a fight-just don’t try it.

Yes, this is the same liberal you love to hate, but not all modern-day liberals are pussies.  That’s why a lot of liberals mistake me for a Republican-because I don’t turn the other cheek.  I break the other jaw with whatever I can grab hold of.

Try growing up in Sylmar, California.   You just try it, my friends.

The best way I can describe that Los Angeles suburb is that the perfect soundtrack for that place is Mean Street by Van Halen-especially as you go down the hill.  You get around Herrick Avenue and the lower part of Sayre Street, you’d better have some good life insurance…or else your wife is going to have to have to go down to her high school weight so she can be a stripper and feed the orphans you were dumb enough to leave behind.

How long does it take to lose 150 lbs. anyway?

Just asking-and by the way, I grew up on Lyle Street, which is between Herrick and DeGarmo.  I heard gunfire because Sylmar Park is around the corner and down the street.

Anyway, that’s Sylmar, California, the place where I grew up, and the place I still call home-no matter where I am and no matter where I end up by the time it’s all over. That’s where I learned to fight.  That’s where I usually won, but when I got a beating, I really got a beating.

Everyone plays their hand, right?

I’ll never forget the fight I lost in the 4th grade in 1979 in the front of Dyer Street School. That kid (Good one, Robert) simply had me.  I have no excuses for losing that one.

That’s why I don’t read like the average Wonder Bread liberal.  That’s also why Wonder Bread liberals mistake me for a Republican.  I may be a metalhead, but I did grow up in the hood-which gives this young lady the advantage.

That’s probably why she’s afraid of the Alt-Right, but I’m not.  I laugh when they open their racist mouths, as I’ve met people who walked the talk they’re simply too pussy to demonstrate for all of us.

I’ve dealt with racists.  I’ve dealt with cops who have aimed guns at my head at point blank range.  I’ve dealt with the National Rifle Association.  I’ve dealt with idiots who brag about how many they killed in war.

The Alt-Right is filled with gray-haired, beer-bellied amateurs, and the man who woos this Latina has dealt with professionals.    This woman is simply the wrong immigrant to scare.

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Why Townhall Meetings Are A Complete Waste of Your Time




I just received a text from Team Internet about if I whether or not I want to go to a town hall meeting and ask a question about Net Neutrality.

Are you fucking kidding me?  Anyone with a brain knows that the any answer you will hear from these jackballs will either be doublespeak, legalese, or pure bullshit.

Why would any liberal take part in any kind of town hall meeting today?  Well, maybe the peaceniks feel like they want to do everything they can.  The only problem is that they’ve already tried that-and it didn’t work.

Republicans throw people out of town hall meetings now, and the American media is owned by the right.  These suits know that most people on the left are so naïve that they’ll accept any answer.

I just ask another question-and then another, and another, and another.  I finally get escorted out of the place.

Oh, it’s not that I yell, or anything.  It’s just that the suits realize they’re dealing with someone who pays attention-and they don’t like that.  They like lemmings, and they can tell that I’m too intelligent to be one of those.

One answer just causes me to ask to clarify that answer-and in plain verbiage.  “Well, without the legalese, can you just flat out break it down for the audience, sir?  I mean, I just want you to be on the record.”

Okay, I think we’ve heard just about enough of this troublemaker.

That’s what they think, anyway.

Twenty-five years ago, whatever answers I didn’t get at the town hall meeting were rhetorically discussed in another letter to the Editor.

My suggestion is to quit the bullshit, which is what these townhalls really are.  If you insist on asking these liars a question, try it with a Louisville Slugger in your hand.  Let’s see how honest they’ll become.

The purpose of these meetings is to say anything to shut you up, because they figure you’re just a simple dolt, that you’ll believe anything they tell you, and that you’re going to forget the whole thing six months after they have changed the rules without your even realizing it.

Not me, I pay attention to these motherfuckers-and that’s why I get annoyed with these town hall meetings.


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The Un-American Charlatan in the White House



There can be no doubt that Trump is looking for a reason to start another civil war.

While President Abraham Lincoln said, ‘with malice toward none, with charity for all,’ Trump labels anyone who refuses to stand for the American flag at this time as a son of a bitch.

Try it with me, Wigboy.

You make fun of the developmentally disabled (we all know you did that), and I will not stand for a banner which represents division, hatred, bigotry, and war.

There is only one circumstance in which I would-and it’s not out of respect for that piece of cloth.  Even the 97-year-old World War II veteran knelt.

Hey, Trump!  What was your rank, you piece of shit?

Oh, I forgot!  You’re a fucking draft dodger, so fuck you!

To encourage fans to boo at those who exercise their First Amendment right to protest under the 1989 Supreme Court decision, Texas v. Johnson, makes Trump even more unfit to lead this nation than he was on Election Night when he promised to be a president for all Americans.

Trump hasn’t been a president to any real American.  He calls blacks thugs

Trump has called racists ‘very fine people’

Trump wants to build a wall (which Vincente Fox said Mexico won’t pay for) along the southern border, but what about the northern border with Canada?

Trump violates the First Amendment by blocking Twitter users who disagree with him.


To review, let’s all read the First Amendment together, shall we?

Amendment I

Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.



Donald Trump is a fascist dictator who only represents white America.  He destroys our freedoms at home while he attempts to start World War III with North Korea.

The longer we allow this piece of crap to sit in the Oval Office, the less likely Americans will ever be free to live in peace again.

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John McCain Saves The Day AGAIN! Why?



This columnist never thought that he would ever type this twice (let alone once), about a Republican, but it’s clear that Senator John McCain of Arizona is truly a hero.

Yes, this is the same columnist who mocked his heroism for being caged for five years, and I will admit to that.  However, one must wonder why he has chosen to save the Affordable Care Act (despite the fan that he’s no fan of it) a second time.

Is it because ABC News reports that 56% of Americans would rather have Obamacare than the current Nazi proposal, which was introduced by Sens. Bill Cassidy (R-La.) and Lindsey O. Graham (R-S.C.)?

Obamacare works fine in blue states, because Democratic governors implement it.  Those who live in red states believe it doesn’t work because they don’t realize that their own stupidity prevents it from working properly whenever they walk into a voting booth-and to Democrats, I say: stop educating those morons.  Let them die, for they are like those who stand on the roof during a storm and refuse to take the boat which would have spared them.

They are the same idiots who we find three miles from the house two days later after they were offered aid during the last storm.

Don’t help anyone who hates President Obama or Hillary Clinton.  Let those fuckers rot-even if they claim to be of the left.  One goes with their strongest weapon and ditches sentimentality.
Hillary Clinton was that weapon, but the pot smokers wanted a selfish old man who has never authored a passing bill throughout his entire political career.

John McCain prided on labeling himself as a Reagan Republican.  However, Reagan would have totally gutted Obamacare, if not repealed it altogether.  One almost must wonder if Johnny McCain is truly a moderate Democrat, because he has opposed a ton of right-wing crap-especially now.

Whatever his reason for this position, I must do what I must do.

Thank you, Senator John McCain.  You have your own reasons for this stand, but I thank you for it.

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So Fucking What if Democracy’s Corrupt? What Are You Willing To Do To Maintain Your Civil Rights?




Have you ever tried to educate a Berniebot on how politics works?

If you have, you can relate to the frustration and the amount of education you have to give them-only to get rejected at the end of the discussion.

Voters are why I have no faith in democracy, as they choose confusion, “corruption,” to disappointment as excuses-and that includes BERNIEBOTS.

Corruption has always been a problem in democratic governance-ever since Athens and Rome.

So fucking what?

The American political process is corrupt.  However, ridding democracy of corruption would only benefit the Republican Party, because those who make up the Republican base are so ignorant that they will vote to legalize fortifying drinking water with hemlock.

I actually like the fact that there is corruption in our democracy. Think of who would be railroaded if we were stupid enough to force any reform.  Republicans would be able to hide all of their corruption and their lies, and it would only be Democrats who would pay a price.


Because of Bernie Sanders, Obamacare is in trouble, which means that people will be rejected for health insurance due to pre-existing conditions.

Because of Bernie Sanders,  the Americans with Disabilities Act could be repealed
Because of Bernie Sanders, the LGBTQ community could actually lose their civil rights.

There are more important issues to address than corruption, and there are better ways to fix corruption rather than using the tainted voting process, in which computer chips flip votes and many ballots never make it to the registrar’s office.

Of course, I love it when the ‘bots shrug everything off by stating that they voted their conscience-which is one of the most irresponsible statements anyone can make, especially when one considers the consequences of a Republican White House.

Those who unapologetically voted for Sanders or Stein need to be expelled from the Democratic Party, as all they do is give bankers and killers an easy victory.  I would even take it a step further by only allowing Republicans and Democrats on the ballot.

Isn’t that how the Champion Game works?  Are there three teams, or just two?

Thank you.

Democracy is corrupt.  Big deal.  The alternative is being forced to carry a rapist’s seed to term or losing the minimum wage.

Grow up or shut up.  If you can’t vote for the Democratic candidate, just shut up.



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Let It Be Known



Let it be known that I get really sick of these Berniebots, and I wish other Democrats did, as well.

They accuse of you being a Republican the very minute you disagree with them.  The problem is that they are not grounded in any sense of reality.

There’s no argument that our healthcare system needs to improve, but Americans just simply aren’t ready for the changes that are needed.  They don’t realize that there are already elements of socialism in our economy-elements that they really can’t live without.

Social Security!  Hello!

Medicare!  Duh!

However, Americans hear the term ‘single-payer’ or ‘public option,’ and they just about lose their chocolate pudding in their shorts.  This is why the Democrats have to remain center-left.

Remember when President Bill Clinton tried to get healthcare done back in the 1990s? Remember Harry and Louise?  That derailed the whole fucking thing.  Americans supported the idea-until they saw the Harry and Louis commercial.

So now, the Republicans want to try to derail Obamacare again.

We all know they’re doing this because President Obama is black.  Were it President Clinton, they would have left it alone.  The Republicans simply want the American people to have no memory of the time when we had a two-term black president.

To its credit, the American news media has turned this vote into an episode of As The World Turns, but these Berniebots aren’t helping things.  If anything, it seems quite clear that they are willing to destroy a party which has existed since Thomas Jefferson if they don’t everything they want.

This makes Berniebots worse than Republicans.

It’s time for the Democrats to blacklist every Berniebot who continues to sing Sanders’ praises-especially since Sanders received money from the National Rifle Association in 1990.

Oh, you didn’t know that?

Bernie Sanders took money from the NRA in 1990

Take it easy.

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The site probably looks like crap right now.   The reason for that is because I’m trying to rebuild it.

This isn’t free anymore, guys.  I may be a leftist, but even I eat.  That being stated, here are the prices.

Music Recording
0.25 USD


0.10 USD


0.30 USD


Video clip

0.15 USD

The recordings are a quarter because you get what you pay for.  I’m not Dimebag, okay?

The articles are fairly priced when you consider what a periodical, such as a newspaper or a Time magazine goes for.

The video clips are half that price because there are usually no words to go along with them.  The events are pretty much going to for themselves.  Warning:  I might actually get some really bitchin’ shit, and I won’t censor anything.  I don’t care how disgusting or disturbing it might possibly be.  I shoot what I shoot, and that’s it.  So, if your kid sees a human head rolling down the street as blood spurts out of the neck, that’s on you.

They have parental controls on computers and people should be mindful of the fact that Damien might be looking over your shoulder.

This is still going to be the same liberal website.  You’ll still get the story and the facts.  You’ll still be on the receiving end of my dark humor and funny-but-sickening analogies.  I will still tell it like it is.

The memes are a dime because how much fucking effort does it take to produce one of those?  They’re cheap and accessible-you know, like hookers.

This is a business now, but a fair one.  We all have to eat in this world and dead cats aren’t necessarily plentiful on a consistent basis, so I have to do it this way.  Besides, you kind of like my twisted sense of humor and my dark viewpoint.  You also like my solutions, because I write what you think, but don’t dare state in public.

What I write is also what I’ll say on the street.  Pigs don’t scare me and I actually get along with gang members, believe it or not.

Hey, even Frank Zappa had to charge for his music.  Thank God he never had to deal with Napster.  The ACLU and People for the American Way charge for membership, so it’s the same idea.

Liberalism means free access, but not necessarily for free.

Some might state that I’m actually undercharging, which might be true.  However, the information needs to get out there, so I encourage you to tell your friends about this site.

I am still looking for people to tell me their stories, and you can send them to:  Leave your name and all information pertaining to your situation so that either I or someone closer to you geographically can help you win your battle.

I thank you for your loyal readership and I hope to continue producing material that you find interesting.  One thing you could do is inform me of what you want to know about.  Again, you can send that to  I’ll research the issue and kick its ass as soon as I can.

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Night Rider

Music Recording

People with developmental disabilities are more capable than you believe.


While it’s true that these recordings aren’t exactly perfect, I release them as is due to the fact that my short-term memory is lacking.  The main point is that Americans with developmental disabilities can create, whether you think they can or not.
I can always perfect the recording later.

I can actually hear the percussion parts in my mind as I compose the tune-too bad I can’t play a set of Slingerlands worth a damn.

This is kind of a thrash piece that I’ve been contemplating for a few hours.  It kind of reminds me of something that Anthrax would have recorded for the 1985 album Spreading the Disease.

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Donald Trump is a Pussy




Why does the Fake News Network keep airing anti-Hillary crap when Hillary has started she has no intention of running again?

Donald Trump has got to be the biggest pussy on Earth.

He can’t control Putin, he feels threatened by President Obama, and he’s terrified of a woman!

Some would say that’s why he’s a misogynist, but I’m not so sure about that.  It seems to this columnist that Donald Trump fears people who have less to lose than he does.

He doesn’t pay his contractors.
He pays his workers around the world starvation wages.
He talks about about grabbing women by the pussy.

No, dude.  Donald Trump is an 18-year-old leaky pussy after a gangbang on a Van Nuys movie set in North Hills, California.

He dodges Robert Mueller every chance he gets, while Bill Clinton and Barack Obama dared their challengers to find something on them-and the best Starr could do with Bill Clinton was an alleged blowjob.  I mean, we never saw that blue dress.

What’s Hillary got on Trump that terrifies him so much?  Have you seriously ever thought of that possibility?

This columnist is not stating that Hillary Clinton has dirt on Donald Trump, but he suspects that she does, because Trump is still interested in a dead issue with regard to her.


Trump’s a big talker, but he does absolutely nothing.

The Affordable Care Act still exists, but Trump vowed to repeal it on Day 1.
Hillary Clinton is free, but Trump vowed to put her in prison.
Trump vowed to restore greatness which never went away (until he walked into that Oval Office), but Angela Merkel of Germany is now recognized as leader of the free world-which means he gets his ass handed to him by two women!

Wait a minute!  Didn’t Melania get his fat ass on live television, too?

Oh, yeah!  She scolded him a few months ago!  Remember?  She slapped his hand away, too!

What a fucking pussy!

Furthermore, she looks away from him.  You don’t have to believe me.  Just check this out.

Trump doesn’t have the respect of his woman and Trump doesn’t have the respect of his counterparts around the world.

No one wants him in London.

This is really one of the reasons why the Donald tries to act macho with Kim and threaten war.

North Korea is a century ahead of being eighty years behind.  China keeps North Korea afloat-begrudgingly, I’m quite sure.

Lastly, we have the fact that Trump has been known to block people who criticize him on social media.  It’s one thing to be vile on social media, and that’s why we block people on Facebook and Twitter.  However, when Trump blocks someone who calls him on his bullshit, that’s just being a creampied pussy.





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Why They Distract You







Here we fucking go with yet another anti-Hillary Clinton story on the False News Channel (FOX).

This time, it has something to do with Matt Lauer and something about something else. I really didn’t care to read it past the first five words on the graphic because I have more important things to do than to sulk over right-wing propaganda.

It’s strange how many of the other news outlets report a little on what the Trump regime has done to this country over the course of the work day-especially since the American news media is one of the reasons why Trump is in power in the first place.

They sold Trump.

Conversely, it’s pretty clear that the news directors and the editors in chief hadn’t a clue that this Nazi would dictate to the American press what stories it could and could not report.

Do you realize just how fucked we’d be without the British media right now?


We wouldn’t know about the scope of the deals Trump made before the election, among other things, had it not been for the British media!


Then again, the British are much more sophisticated than we are.

The British are also trying to prevent WORLD WAR III, because they have become experts at recognizing a madman in power-and they see two of them right now, playing a game of Which One of Us Can Find His Penis First between the United States and North Korea, while Putin just bides his time-a very smart move on his part.

What do you on the American left do? You still blame Hillary Clinton for what you heard about her on RT!


You will never see how your vote for Jill Stein (another one with Russian ties-just like Trump) destroyed our country. You Stein voters and Berniebots aren’t bright enough to figure out that you curtailed your own civil rights by choosing “purity” over reality.

Stop blaming the Democratic Party for your misguided votes, put the bong down and help prevent World War III by working with the Democratic Party, but make no demands.

You see, the Democrats lost by double-digits when we tried your suggestions. The Democratic Party has to remain center-left.

You saw what voting far-left got you-a right-wing regime.


Humans don’t like quick changes-even if those changes are for their own good, so just leave well enough alone.

As for the first group of readers whom I addressed, ignore the Hillary bashing. The only reason why Trump wants to distract you with the latest anti-Hillary propaganda piece is because he wants to distract you while he devises another way to erode your civil liberties.

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Wanna See What the Father Did To Me When I Was An Infant? Don’t Worry, Because I Will Win in the End-I Always Do.



Exodus 4:11 tells us that the Father inflicts damage on innocent children and Leviticus 21:16-23 advocates discrimination against people with developmental disabilities.

You don’t believe me?


Exodus 4:11-12New International Version (NIV)

11 The Lord said to him, “Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord?

Leviticus 21:16-2316The LORD said to Moses, 17“Say to Aaron: ‘For the generations to come none of your descendants who has a defect may come near to offer the food of his God. 18No man who has any defect may come near: no man who is blind or lame, disfigured or deformed; 19no man with a crippled foot or hand, 20or who is a hunchback or a dwarf, or who has any eye defect, or who has festering or running sores or damaged testicles. 21No descendant of Aaron the priest who has any defect is to come near to present the food offerings to the LORD. He has a defect; he must not come near to offer the food of his God. 22He may eat the most holy food of his God, as well as the holy food; 23yet because of his defect, he must not go near the curtain or approach the altar, and so desecrate my sanctuary. I am the LORD, who makes them holy.'”

I’m fucked at Verse 19, as the meningitis with which God allowed Lucifer to hit me with meningitis as an infant, which destroyed my left ear and my balance, as well as my coordination.  Hence, I’m not worth anything-according to God.

That’s okay, the feeling is mutual, Asshole, as You protected three men in a furnace.  Yet, You’re nowhere to be found when a priest molests a child.

For those who have no idea what I’m referring to, here thou art:

Daniel 3:19-New International Version (NIV)

19 Then Nebuchadnezzar was furious with Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and his attitude toward them changed. He ordered the furnace heated seven times hotter than usual 20 and commanded some of the strongest soldiers in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and throw them into the blazing furnace.21 So these men, wearing their robes, trousers, turbans and other clothes, were bound and thrown into the blazing furnace. 22 The king’s command was so urgent and the furnace so hot that the flames of the fire killed the soldiers who took up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, 23 and these three men, firmly tied, fell into the blazing furnace.

24 Then King Nebuchadnezzar leaped to his feet in amazement and asked his advisers, “Weren’t there three men that we tied up and threw into the fire?”

They replied, “Certainly, Your Majesty.”

25 He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”

26 Nebuchadnezzar then approached the opening of the blazing furnace and shouted, “Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, servants of the Most High God,come out! Come here!”

So Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego came out of the fire, 27 and the satraps, prefects, governors and royal advisers crowded around them. They saw that the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them.

This is why the pious want to be very careful with someone like this columnist, because only one verse needs to be cited to shut them down:

Proverbs 18:19New International Version (NIV)

19 A brother wronged is more unyielding than a fortified city;
    disputes are like the barred gates of a citadel.

Remember how I mentioned that the bullying which I had experienced in the Church nearly caused me to take my own life?

Remember how American society’s discrimination against those with learning disabilities put me nearly at least 25 years behind in life.

This is why people like myself owe the Father absolutely nothing.

I remember looking up and giving the Father my voting finger after I sat down in my row at my college graduation.

“I beat You, You son of a whore-and I’m going to beat You again.  You can’t stop me.  You’re going to pay me every dollar.  I’m smarter than You.  I know Job is merely a myth, but You will come through for me if You want to remain credible-savvy?”

This columnist can make this statement toward his Creator and get away with it because of one verse in Proverbs 30:7-9.

 7Two things I asked of You,
Do not refuse me before I die:

8Keep deception and lies far from me,
Give me neither poverty nor riches;
Feed me with the food that is my portion,

9That I not be full and deny You and say, “Who is the LORD?”
Or that I not be in want and steal,
And profane the name of my God.

Now, we get to where I truly blow Jehovah out of the sky.  Once more, we have to go to Science for the answers, not the Bible-and this article is just one example of how correct Science is.

We have got you ‘covered’: how the meninges control brain
Julie A Siegenthaler and Samuel J Pleasure

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This should have happened back in 1992.  However, since the Father was so kind to me, I have wandered in the desert for 25 years.  No one does that to an infant and gets away with it.  I don’t care if He did create the Universe.

A tyrant is a tyrant, and my job is to overthrow any tyrant I see-whether that tyrant occupies the White House or inside the Heavenly Kingdom.  The beautiful thing is that the Father can’t send me to Hell.


I know that His Son rose from the dead because I know the mechanics of crucifixion and I also know the political situation in Israel at that time-which means I know the disciples did not steal Christ’s body, because a Roman guard who fell asleep was burned at his post.

This means that I win in both this life and the next!

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Lemmy Would Give Someone in the Marketing Department the Iron Fist For What They Did To The Ace of Spades



I saw something which just about made me vomit upon watching the New York Giants vs. Dallas Cowboys game on NBC


Ace of Spades?  Kia?  ARE YOU PUTTING ME ON?!

Ace of Spades was the title track from Motorhead’s 1980 album.  It was loaded with classics like Shoot You in the BackJailbait, and (We Are) The Roadcrew, so do these tunes match up with a Kia?

More like Chevy SS, Ford Mustang, or Dodge Challenger.

Seriously!  Who works in these marketing departments?

My degree is in psychology, but I could tell you that an idiot put that tune in the commercial.  Furthermore, I met Lemmy Kilmister, and I could tell you that he would not approve of this, as Lemmy was about as anti-establishment as one could get-and he wasn’t joking about his lifestyle, either.

That’s who he was.



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Do NOT Resist Peacefully IF YOU WANT TO LIVE

I wonder if some here how realize hard it would be for someone like myself to pull that one off-although it might be a good idea…even today, I don’t know.

What would Malcolm say when you consider what happened at Charlottesville?

Malcolm would certainly salute the brave young white woman who was murdered and give honor to her.  However, would he pick up that glove and call the white supremacists on their bullcrap?

Given the events which happened since his death and given the events which happened after King’s death, I have no doubt that Brother Malcolm would call for retaliation-and I would be right there by his side.

Malcolm X describes the black conservative 

Suffering peacefully is bullshit, and none of us should do that anymore.  We should pick up a bat send that son of a whore to the cemetery.  Only the truly selfish believe in suffering peacefully, because it’s a form of narcissism.

“Look at me!  They abused me, and I didn’t resist!”

Would you resist while someone tries to rape you or would you kick him in the nutsack or bite his dick off if he tried to force that into your mouth?

You fight with everything ounce of your being, because to suffer peacefully is allow that beast to ruin you for the rest of your life, but to fight him off is a permanent feather in your bonnet.

I encourage those in Charlottesville to continue the fight against the Ku Klux Klan, the Republican Party, the Libertarian Party, and anyone else who espouses the erosion of civil rights-and do it in the way Brother Malcolm taught us, because Reverend King failed miserably.

The enemy has you right where they want you if you use your conscience, because your conscience often prevents you from doing what is necessary for your survival and for your prosperity.

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Tell Me About Your Culture



Wherever you’re from, please tell me about your culture, because Americans don’t know nearly as much as they believe they do.  I mean, how else can you be helped if this writer doesn’t know how to work within your culture (as well as work around it)?

The key is to look for loopholes and do something that no one can testify against you for. That’s just the way to do it.

Everything’s legal until you get caught-and then…have a damn good alibi.  After all, you wouldn’t be in the position you’re in had your society been supportive of you in the first place.

Right and wrong become a luxury when you are deprived, and the Bible even admits to this in Proverbs 30:8.

New International Version
“Keep falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty nor riches, but give me only my daily bread.”-Proverbs 30:8

Hence, we either have social justice or anarchy-and society makes the final decision as to how they want it.

Let’s put it this way.  while “the greatest country in the world” continues to throw more people in prison, European nations like Sweden and the Netherlands have actually closed prisons due to lack of criminal activity.

This means that crazy societies like those found in the United States have no idea what the hell they’re doing.

Religion isn’t the answer.

Spanking isn’t the answer.

Deprivation is not the answer.

Exclusion is not the answer.


Buddhism states that the first basic truth of life is suffering, but I disagree, because human beings were not put in this 25,000-mile-round clogged toilet simply to suffer and endure-despite what any religion states.  On the other side of the river, however, humans also weren’t supposed to live a completely  hedonistic life, either.  We are here to learn something which is supposed to be used at some other point in another dimension after we are flushed from of this toilet bowl.

What I need to know is the degree of your suffering so that I can air it out and get someone to help you.

Don’t be afraid.  Someone is somewhere around to help you, but we have to know who you are and what’s up first before your situation can change.

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“You Know, I Learned Something Today!” (Stan from South Park)



So, there I was; just fucking around on the settings page, when I clicked on the Sharing section.  Lo and be (old) when I realized that I could actually get the real logos on the share buttons, rather than just the facsimiles.

The reason why I mention this is because many people ask how I do this, and the honest answer is that I really don’t have any fucking clue how half of this crap works!  I have to stick my finger in an electrical outlet and see what happens.

It’s exciting when you learn something new, and I usually learn either by accident or when I really don’t give a shit.  I really was just fucking around with my settings!  Hence, that’s what I suggest-just play with the settings and see what happens.

I need to make more connections so that I can grow my success.  I’ll let you know what else I learn in the process for all of us who are beginners.

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What Did I Do Right Today?



Okay, so with all the views I have received today, it’s obvious that I must have hit on something.

What did you like about what I produced today?

What do you want to see on this site, other than commentary on news events?  I would truly like to know, because it’s obvious that something clicked when nearly 100 clicks-and that means you liked something that you saw.  However, keep in mind that I will continue to mention civil rights for people with disabilities-especially since the conservatives want to repeal the Americans with Disabilities Act.  This is because I don’t want any child to experience the hell that I did for years with regard to a heartless society.

Keep in mind that most of the photos you see are ones that I shot myself.  I record all the guitar bits (as good or as crappy as they may be, as well as the video bits.  Remember that I am not Eddie Van Halen, Tony Iommi,  Ace Frehley, Bruce Kulick, Dimebag, Gary Holt, Kerry King, the late Jeff Hanneman, or Kirk Hammett.  I really do have severe brain damage and play as best as I can.  One of the reasons why I started to post recordings is to diversify the site.  I compose black and thrash metal.  What I really should do is resume the study of classical music so that I can be a much better musician.

No matter how old you are, you can always learn new things, master new abilities, and become a better axeman-and I know that from personal experience.

Please send your correspondence to  I would like people to write to me about any injustice they experience.  I have to use your name so that you can be helped either by myself or by someone who lives closer to you.  After all, we are our brother’s keeper.

Thank you.

Jim Rousch

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Conservatives and Their View on Traumatic Brain Injury



It’s so funny how conservatives just don’t understand traumatic brain injury.

Upon the publishing of Some of Us Have Lived With This Our Entire Lives.  So, Who Are You to Bitch? on Reddit, one person asked me if I, myself, wasn’t guilty of bitching.  I responded that there is a big difference between someone who drove over a bomb and decided that he can’t handle life anymore and someone who has dealt with it his entire life.

Even though it was in the psychology section of Reddit, I could tell that these people were not psychologists-or even psychology majors, for that matter.  They lacked understanding, compassion, and gave no benefit of doubt.  I knew they were full of crap because their ramblings were not those of psychology majors in a university.  These were average morons from off the street who thought they had something interesting to say.

The first thing a reader might ask is how could I possibly know that the respondent was a conservative.  A conservative always blames you for what happened, and never society-no matter how ignorant society is.

I could also tell that they were not of the profession because they didn’t use the terminology.  They also were not able to put themselves in my position.  I actually get the impression that Reddit is like Facebook-only worse.  With Facebook, you consider the source.  However, it seems that with Reddit, you have people in there who think they are authorities on certain subjects.

I knew I had to leave Reddit the moment I felt a hot rush, because I’m a nasty motherfucker when I deal with those who are proud of their ignorance.  I might come back.  I don’t know for sure.  However, should I decide to, I’ll just have to stick the post up there and leave, because I don’t put up with stupidity anymore.

It’s just not worth it.

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Some Of Us Have Lived With This Our Entire Lives, So Who Are You To Bitch?




Ever since my second seizure in 2007 and especially after scores of pallets hit me in the head while working for Walmart, I have struggled with my temper.

I have no patience-especially for electronics, and I hate it when I blow my top.

I know I’m not supposed to do that, but there’s nowhere for me to go when it happens. There was once a time when I could go to a remote area and blow off steam for a couple of minutes, but I lose that race today, and the previous articles you read on the subject tell you why that is.

My frontal lobes are fucking fucked.

It reminds me of the time when an accelerator cable broke on the Golden State Freeway in Santa Clarita, California and I had to hope that I could get to the shoulder.  Of course, I didn’t.  No one would let me get over so that I could get there.  The funny part was that people had the nerve to scream at me as they drove by.

Sure, I gave them the finger.  Like you would have expected me to do anything else?

I tend to yell at electronics or whenever my memory fails me.  The writing of passwords does me no good, because I can’t find them-even if they’re in a book.  I get incredibly angry at myself for failure to remember, but I really shouldn’t.  I need to remember that it’s head trauma which has caused all of this crap.

What makes me angriest of all is that all of those soldiers who drove over bombs are given sympathy while we who have dealt with this condition throughout our lives are considered to have a bad attitude.

Hey, I didn’t shoot any civilians in Haditha, okay?  I also didn’t drive over a roadside bomb in Fallujah.  So, kiss my unwiped ass.  Anyone who went to that propaganda war made an appointment to get their traumatic brain injury.  You can’t blame a six-month-old for his and you can’t blame someone who had meningitis at six months of age and was hit in the head with pallets.

Hey, you’re damn right I’m going to go there-serves you sons of whores right for telling me to leave this country due to the fact that I proudly protested the Iraq War.

Guess what?  I also could care less about the 22 per day who check out, because I still choose to fight my condition.

Those pussies were never men in the first place.

A “veteran” of Iraq will never hold a torch to someone who fought in World War II or Korea-ever.  That’s because the men who fought in those conflicts carried on after the wars.  They didn’t whine about their problems like Iraq War cowards.  They “soldiered” on because they had families to raise.

That’s what I try to do-but I often fall short-and then, I try again.

To lose my temper over something so trivial as electronics is fucking embarrassing, because the conscious side of me realizes that it’s not the end of the God damned world. However, going step-by-step with the instructions and getting a different result than everyone else is infuriating.

Here’s an important safety tip.  Never say to someone, “It’s the user.”

Do that, and you’ll never eat apples the same way ever again.

You see, people who deal with traumatic brain injuries are known to struggle with their self-esteem.  This is because they have heard a lifetime of insults with regard to how “stupid” they were; how they “just don’t pay attention” or are “in a different world.”

That’s what really makes a returning war criminal from the Iraq War a little girl.

Hence, I kindly ask all of you who “served” in that quagmire and found no weapons of mass distraction, to spare us the crap about how hard it is for you to adjust and how you have trouble coping with the changes in your life, because this is what we have dealt with throughout our entire lives.

Maybe it’s your karma for making fun of us.

Maybe it’s your karma for firing us back when we worked for you before W. told you to answer the call.

Maybe it’s your karma for isolating us because you figured we just wanted to be assholes.

You mean to tell me you can handle bullets whizzing past you, but you can’t handle a little frustration with that jar of mayonnaise ?

You cuck!


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Me and Lita Ford in My Plymouth-At 94 mph

Video clip

Remember that ignorance is a hell of a lot more expensive than this article you just read.


My 2000 Plymouth Breeze at 94 mph.

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Too Bad There Was No Sav-on Drugstore In Biblical Times





Moses could have used one of these in his day.

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Moses could have used one of these in his day.

One of the reasons why this columnist does not take ancient texts seriously is because such texts were written by very ignorant people who simply judged behavior without any examination of the science behind it.

For example, Proverbs 22:24-25 states: “Do not make friends with a hot-tempered person, do not associate with one easily angered, or you may learn their ways and get yourself ensnared.”

Okay, so Solomon’s solution to anger was to isolate an angry person rather than to study the situation and improve the person’s mental health.

He forgot all about poor Moses, didn’t he?

Here’s an idea.  Ever heard of DEPAKOTE?  That keeps people from killing Egyptian slave drivers during any particular moment in which there is a life altering lapse in judgment.
You know, like what Moses did.

Na!  It’s much easier to believe that this is all a matter of self-control and that people should simply be punished for losing their tempers.  Stupid and lazy people impose the death sentence on angry people, but intelligent people study the issue in depth and educate themselves so that they can help that guy on the blue ’78 Harley XL before he slits another throat  with his trusty switchblade.

The prefrontal cortex deals with cognitive, social, motivational and emotional behaviors (source: Neurosci Bull April 1, 2015, 31(2): 198–206. , so it makes sense for someone to learn about this before they waste their time “doing their ‘civic duty’ by participating in jury duty.”

It seems that this should have been investigated before Proverbs was written-I mean, it’s not like people lacked the opportunity to do so.  I’m sure that people in ancient Israel witnessed many incidents of head trauma.  Furthermore, I have no doubt that these very people noticed behavioral changes in those who suffered traumatic brain injuries.

Travel to the year 1848 and meet Phineas Gage, who had a railroad spike run straight through his brain, the spike landing 11 feet behind him. Once a gentleman, he became a foul mouthed, raging alcoholic who could no longer maintain employment.

It was said that: “He was no longer Gage,” yet we read in ancient texts that this is all a matter of self-control.

It doesn’t feel that way when this columnist follows directions multiple times and ends up with a different result than everyone else.

There should be no screaming, no cursing, and no pounding on the desk-at least from the rational point of view.  However, the frustration shoots so quickly through the brain of this columnist that a blizzard of expletives shoot into the air and a rainstorm of fists pound the desk.

There’s someone in your office who does that.  There’s usually at least one or two people.
Should these people be fired?  Absolutely not!  Should they go to anger management?  Let’s hold off on that for a little while.  It might be a good idea to find out what may have happened to that person’s brain before insulting suggestions are made-and believe me, to suggest anger management might actually make the situation worse because that person probably already knows they have a problem with their temper.  That person has probably worked on their temper for years.

Look further back into the Bible, because it seems that Solomon condemns Moses.  I mean, he’s the one who killed an Egyptian slave driver!

11 Now it came about in those days, when Moses had grown up, that he went out to his brethren and looked on their hard labors; and he saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his brethren. 12So he looked this way and that, and when he saw there was no one around, he struck down the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. -Exodus 2:11-12

So, not only did Moses commit manslaughter in a fit of rage, he also hid the evidence of the crime-yet, Solomon’s writings tell us not to befriend angry people.

That’s not the only time Moses lost his temper, either.  Remember what he did when he saw the people worshiping the Golden Calf when he returned from Mt. Sinai?  He broke the tabletsonce more, in a fit of rage!

Lastly, we see Moses lose his temper again in Numbers 20!

So Moses took the staff from the Lord’s presence, just as he commanded him. 10 He and Aaron gathered the assembly together in front of the rock and Moses said to them, “Listen, you rebels, must we bring you water out of this rock?” 11 Then Moses raised his arm and struck the rock twice with his staff. Water gushed out, and the community and their livestock drank.

12 But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not trust in me enough to honor me as holy in the sight of the Israelites, you will not bring this community into the land I give them.”


There are two sides to that scenario.

On one side of the river, Moses had to do something, because the people were dying of thirst.  However, on the other side of the same river, his temper had caused him problems in the past.

It was not right for God to punish Moses by denying him entry into the Promised Land based on that particular incident.  Conversely, if the reader considers the other incidents which happened prior to that one, it might make a little sense.  However, look at this from a scientific perspective and it is clear that Moses obviously had difficulty with his frontal lobes.  Hence, was it right to punish him by preventing him from entering Canaan?

It seems to me that Solomon should have thought twice before he wrote that passage, as Moses obviously needed Depakote.  Too bad there was no Sav-on drugstore in Biblical times.

In closing, it is better to be curious about one’s temper than to isolate him for it-because you just lit a match in so doing….and that line going down the hall isn’t black pepper.

Hit the dirt.

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Life Sucks Worse For Those Who TRY To Live Out The Great Commission





Jesus Christ once said to His disciples that the world will hate them because of Him, but I’m not sure that’s entirely accurate-not to say that Christ would lie, but I see the situation a little differently than the way He said it.

Let’s face it; the average Christian in the United States of America is a hypocritical bastard who should be hit by a Dodge while crossing the street.

He votes for a political party which punishes the poor when 1 John 3:17 mandates that we are to help our brothers and sisters in need.

Adam and Eve were black,  yet I’ve never met a Satanist who was racist.

Mary was pregnant prior to her marriage to Joseph (Matthew 1:18), yet there was a bill in Illinois last year which would have punished a single mother by withholding aid if she did not name the father of the child.

Suppose her uncle did it.

Suppose she was gangraped in an alley and she has no way of knowing who did it because she couldn’t count how many guys invited themselves into her body during the course of half an hour.

Did Jesus condemn the hooker whom the Sanhedrin wanted to execute?  No, He knew they were the ones who were using her.  Furthermore, a woman who had no social support in those days had no other choice than to sell her body.

Now, Mary and Joseph had other children (Matthew 12:46-50), why was Mary assigned to John during the course of Christ’s execution?

What about Jude and James?  They were Christ’s brothers by blood.  However, I digress.

The point is that conservatism claims to embrace Christ, but acts in contradiction.  How is cutting social programs while refusing to raise the minimum wage and while refusing to make it easier for people to be self-sufficient rather than depend upon the government out of necessity an agenda which advocates life?

Why do conservatives like Jeff Sessions label disabled children as an ‘irritating problem’?

Maybe had he been in favor of funding prenatal care, huh?  Maybe had he gone against business interests and gone after corporations who installed lead pipes-and you already know what Crescent Hardy said about children with disabilities-yet these bozos represent a political party which claims it wants to bring America back to God.

People don’t hate Jesus Christ-even Ghandi said as much.  The problem is that Christians, especially American Christians refuse to act like Christ.

I know that Christ rose because I know how crucifixion kills.  I know Roman procedure (which proves that His disciples didn’t take the Body while the guards were asleep).  I also know that Roman officials could not be bribed by the conquered.

And I haven’t even mentioned the Shroud yet!  Say what you want about that thing.  We didn’t see very many men walking around in Israel standing at 5’11” and approximately 180 lbs.  The nails are in the correct location and the marks on the back are consistent with 1st Century Roman torture.  Finally, the micro pollens found in the 1978 study of the Shroud were identified as being Palestinian in origin.

All that, and I’m a Slayer fan, too.

Shroud of Turin

Think about this.  What forger is going to be that meticulous?


All of that being stated, we still have a problem.  We have a political party which punishes rape victims and starves children in Christ’s Name.  Well, I think I know what’s going to happen to them in the end.


Matthew 25:42-46 42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’ 44“They also will answer, ‘LORD, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’ 45“He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’ 46“Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”

This columnist will admit that it’s difficult for him to believe it when he comes across these people, but he eventually figures out that this is who they really are. Instead of the hypocritical bastards whom he would give anything to sodomize with his baseball bat (many of whom are in his own family)-and by the way, lube’s too expensive.  It would be unfortunate if a hypocrite had to walk funny for a month and a half because he came across the wrong person who was destroyed by the Church.


What’s truly sad is the fact that there are those in Christianity who try to live out the Great Commission to the best of their human ability.  They don’t want any money, they seek no fame, they just want to bring hope to someone who might be ready to eat a bullet.

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Established Order Is No Cure For Tardiness






In relation to yesterday’s article with regard to the stupid fine that a school imposes on tardy students, this writer asked about a particular situation; specifically with regard to bullied kids.

Conservatives don’t believe children when they are abused for two particular reasons.  First, they are primarily the ones who engage in the abuse.  Second their “need” for “established order” forbids them from exercising any compassion and from believing that an authority figure would hurt a child.  They still live the stupid idea that children should be seen and not heard. They also have the “need” for social control over those whom they deem inferior.

The funny part comes they want to punish children when they become violent, because conservatives are so into titles and so into authority by divine right that they are actually completely incapable of any compassion for anyone who suffers from a cruel world.  So, the bullied kid snaps, brings an AR-15 to his school, takes out 20 or 30 of his classmates, and only then will a conservative get involved-by convicting the poor child of murder.

Again, their need for established order.

Notice how it’s the same pattern every time, as the kid with the gun is either being abused by his or her parents or deals with bullies.

This writer always routes for the bull in the arena, and has no regard for the matador.
He cheers for the lions as they maul the trainer to death.

It’s the same in this case.

Remember that old adage about how children live what they learned?

I may not have gunned down 20 or 30 people, but I only feel compassion for the person with the rifle after all the warning signs were ignored.  I could have easily been one of those people, except for the fact that I was helped in time.

What would I do if I saw an event like that go down?  Shoot video and make money off of it, of course!  This is America, the land of capitalism.  Pay attention to the rootword: CAPITAL!

If conservatives can capitalize off of the socially unfortunate, then what’s the harm if you choose to capitalize off of natural consequences?  Isn’t that how the pendulum on a clock works?  Isn’t that how an algebraic equation works?  Isn’t that how gravity works?

The scenario of bullying was the first which I considered when I saw the KMOV story because I remember being bullied in a Christian school.  I was always late to P.E. because I knew that the other kids would take my shorts, run around with them and hide them someplace while other kids jumped me.

This is why I always changed for P.E. after they left, as the actions which they had done to me in other situations made it clear that this would be what I would have to deal with if I were even to attempt to change into my gym clothes with them there.

I had no friends when I attended Christian schools, which is why I oppose any public display of any religious expression today.

By the way, Christ’s birthday was actually during the spring and December 25 was the Roman festival of Saturnalia, but we won’t go there.  My personal guess is that He was murdered on His birthday.  This hypothesis is derived from the fact that He was the Passover Lamb and that a lamb sacrificed at Passover had to be a year old.

I hear Slayer playing in the background!  Oh, wait…that’s my computer, so of course I hear Slayer.

Seriously, however, this is my guess, be it right or wrong.

But, back to this stupid remedy which is supposed to encourage kids to get to class on time.

When the principal in the KMOV report justified this insane idea as a way to encourage kids to get to class on time, it just reinforced the fact that conservatives are not interested in any facts behind a problem.  They only seek swift and severe solutions which they believe put them back in control.

What a liberal does is examine all the facts behind a situation, talk to everyone involved, confer with experts, and go to committee-and then we dispense justice.  After that particular situation has been resolved, liberals then have another meeting to discuss how to make this less likely.

It’s an arduous process, but at least we don’t have to call the coroner nearly as often.

Hollywood is not the reason why America is a sick society.  Hollywood is completely innocent of any wrongdoing with regard to moral corruption, as children learn at home.

Our families are breeding farms for hypocrisy.

Our institutions are even more hypocritical and non-committal than our families, and this link proves it.

What is the number one cause for teen suicide?
God, do liberals have to teach everyone everything?

Now, how likely is a depressed kid going to make it to class on time?  So, we punish him for the way that he feels?

“No one wants to go to class, and adults don’t want to go to work, but that’s what being an adult is!”

Yeah, I heard that in junior high school.  Those who are into “social order” are so into authority and titles that they have little regard for suffering.

This list of reasons for suicide, compiled by Kevin Caruso of, are also reasons why a child might be late to class.

  • The death of a loved one.
  • A divorce, separation, or breakup of a relationship.
  • Losing custody of children, or feeling that a child custody decision is not fair.
  • A serious loss, such as a loss of a job, house, or money.
  • A serious illness.
  • A terminal illness.
  • A serious accident.
  • Chronic physical pain.
  • Intense emotional pain.
  • Loss of hope.
  • Being victimized (domestic violence, rape, assault, etc).
  • A loved one being victimized (child murder, child molestation, kidnapping, murder, rape, assault, etc.).
  • Physical abuse.
  • Verbal abuse.
  • Sexual abuse.
  • Unresolved abuse (of any kind) from the past.
  • Feeling “trapped” in a situation perceived as negative.
  • Feeling that things will never “get better.”
  • Feeling helpless.
  • Serious legal problems, such as criminal prosecution or incarceration.
  • Feeling “taken advantage of.”
  • Inability to deal with a perceived “humiliating” situation.
  • Inability to deal with a perceived “failure.”
  • Alcohol abuse.
  • Drug abuse.
  • A feeling of not being accepted by family, friends, or society.
  • A horrible disappointment.
  • Feeling like one has not lived up to his or her high expectations or those of another.
  • Bullying. (Adults, as well as children, can be bullied.)
  • Low self-esteem.Remember the KMOV report in which principal, Gailynn Warr, said, ‘We just want our kids to be in class.’?   This is a blatant example of enforcing social order upon the most vulnerable.  Gailynn Warr, FUCK YOU AND YOUR SOCIAL ORDER!  KIDS, DITCH ON PURPOSE TO TEACH THIS HEARTLESS BITCH A LESSON!Do I stutter?CUT CLASS!  ALL OF YOU IN SOLIDARITY SHOULD CUT CLASS TO TEACH THIS HITLER A LESSON!

All that’s being preached to kids is the philosophy of self-preservation-a philosophy which conservatives embrace.  May it be suggested that the best way to prevent tardiness and actual juvenile delinquency (whatever the hell that is) is to talk to a child who is late instead of extorting money from him or her?

Suppose a family member died!

It is better to live in a Godless society where people give each other the benefit of the doubt than to live in a society which tries to impose religion on everyone, yet still judges for a perceived indiscretion without knowing the facts.

Gailynn Warr claims, “We just want our kids to be in class.

Think of this, you stupid bitch.  A kid who has low self-esteem along with depression, and has been punished by his parents for being fined over this issue isn’t going to learn a damn thing in class.

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Homeless After Doing the Right Thing

Kari needs help


Kari Brady is a very good friend of mine whom I have known since guitar class at Sylmar High School in 1986.

She is a huge Metallica and Type O Negative fan.

She is a master jeweller.

She is good with an axe-whether we’re talking about a B.C. Rich or a Craftsman from Sears Roebuck.

Kari has always been a very giving person-up to the point where it hurt.  Now, she has nowhere to go.  She took care of her father who has Alzheimer’s, as well as her stepmother, who had a severe stroke at the age of 47.

She has gone without while raising her own daughter and endured the worst that men have to offer.

Kari has sought work for months, but no one will hire her.  She struggles daily with intense pain, but cannot get medication for it. Neither her daughter nor her ex-husband will help her.  She not only feels alone in the world, she is physically alone in the world.

No shelter is available at this time for Kari, so she sleeps in her car; a gamble in itself in a city known for the act thereof: Las Vegas, Nevada.

Kari desperately wants to work and needs medical attention for her chronic ailments.

Notice that you do not see a payment section for this post.  That is because I have inserted a link for her support.  I, myself, want no compensation for this post.  It is imperative that Kari be helped as soon as possible, as she has not eaten in days and frequently faints for lack of nourishment.  Kari has also fallen asleep at the wheel of her car.

She also seeks employment and is willing to work.

Click Here To Help Kari

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Kari in happier days

Kari as a mother.

The only thing this writer wants out of this article is the knowledge that Kari is eating and sleeping in a warm bed.  She needs a place to clean up and change so that she can go to a new job.

Kari’s past jobs include:

No one who has worked so hard and been a devoted wife and mother to others deserves this lot in life-especially after that person cared for their parents.

Kari feels no hope and has no options at this time.  All she asks for is a clean bed, food that isn’t spoiled, and a job to reclaim her place in society.

Please Help Kari Brady.

Again, here is the GoFundMe link.

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Leave It To Utah To Go After the Vulnerable

KMOV reported Tuesday that Stansbury High School in Utah now imposes fines on students who are tardy to class.

Now, wait just a minute, because this is a stupid idea.  Why?

What about the kids who have mobility problems?
What about kids who are bullied by bigger kids?

The principal, Gailynn Warr, claims, “We just want our kids to be in class.”


How is a $3 to $5 fine (source: KMOV) going to make a bullied kid want to go class, you idiot?

Red states (states which vote Republican) come up with the stupidest ideas which only punish the vulnerable in the end.  This is why no one should have any sympathy for a society which complains about violent teenagers who might be completely out of control in one way or another.

One of the problems with conservatives is that they assume that kids just want to misbehave.  Conservatives are not interested in delving into the issue because, well, they simply don’t have the intellect or the patience to do that.  It’s just much easier for a conservative to make a bad situation worse by assuming the worst about a person whom they refuse to understand.

Suppose that a kid with poor self-esteem has been caught being tardy to class, but the administrator doesn’t believe that he was bullied because this is chronic.  Suppose this kid has abusive parents who have threatened to beat him if he costs them another cent over these tardies.

What do you think is going to happen?

That’s right, the cops are going to have to cut the body down from the crossbeam in the garage-and then we’ll all hear how ‘it’s such a tragedy’ and how ‘he was a nice boy’ and the rest of the empty white middle-class verbiage.

After all the cum has dried from the porno scene, white middle-class conservatives are too stupid to be human because it never enters one of their puny brains that there just might be a valid reason for behavior which isn’t exactly of the norm or acceptable.





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Metal Head

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That’s my gear from Orange County, California.

I couldn’t find a Peavey at Guitar Center in Irvine, California, so I got this, and I think it’s still in storage.  That Jackson is probably my favorite axe, and for an obvious reason.  I also have a Dean and a Fender.  The Dean looks like Ritchie Blackmore’s Fender Stratocaster.  I also have a Fender Gemini II acoustic, which I bought in 1986.

My best friend and I started a band in Los Angeles, California in 1985 and we would write long into the night, hitting the streets after 10 p.m.-and I have no idea how in the hell we pulled that off without getting busted, because we go to friends’ houses and go off on our bikes or skateboards to McDonald’s.  We would then play hacky sack in the street until one in the morning and go back to writing lyrics until around three in the morning.

The funny part is that I would wake up around 7:30 in the morning and take one of the axes.  It was at this point that I would be “asked” to take it outside, where I could perfect the tune he and I composed the night before, so I would be there with an old tape recorder and the axe.

It took me longer to learn songs because of the brain damage-and I hated it.  I felt stupid, but that wasn’t the case.  I just didn’t know how to learn for my situation.

I wish I had enough confidence to play leads, because I would have been a much more effective member of the band.   What really irritated the hell out of me was the fact that I
would forget chord changes which we had just written, and I felt stupid for it.   However, it was years later that I came to realize that I was never stupid; that I had a learning disability to overcome.

I went back to writing when the heavy metal thing didn’t come to fruition.

Of course, the other side of that $20 bill reads that I’d probably be dead by now by 25 had we been signed, and that’s because I have always been a person of extremes in every aspect of life.  It’s not something which I aim for.  It just works out that way.

It’s amazing that this brain damaged mess has played heavy metal for over thirty years, but this is why I have become so pissed off at parents of so-called “low-functioning” children-because I wasn’t supposed to amount to anything at all.

I’m a writer, a musician, and a general pain in the amygdala.

Someone has to be.

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Who Says Heavy Metal Can’t Be Romantic? Besides It Got Me to Thinking…

I’m thinking of someone as I listen to All Night Long by Rainbow.

All Night Long is an upbeat tune that was on their 1979 release, Down To Earth, and sung by lead vocalist, Graham Bonnet, if you remember-and it’s also hitting me in the soul right now.

Rainbow, 1979-1980

I don’t expect things to go for a few years, as this has to grow like a plant.  However, she  is a fantastic person-and she was there for me last night when I needed her most.

Guess what, Chuckles?  This kind of has to do something with the previous article you read.

I had a horrible night last night, but when I finally levelled down to base, I began to think what she did for me.

My frontal lobes are shot to Hell, but the memory of her voice as I zoned out on electronic games on the i-Phone calmed me down.

This is a damn good woman who is worthy of waiting for.

Some of you have a little bit of an idea of who I am and what I am.

The only reason I’m not in a metal band today is because I never made it out of the garage.  I did a little bit of back-up for some recording sessions-nothing big, but I did do that at one time in my life.  It’s just funny and sad that I’m a much better guitarist today than when I originally played over thirty years ago.  The reason for that is because I have improved on my dexterity over the course of the time.

There has always the remote possibility that I might form another metal band at some time in the remote future, but other things take precedence-like this beautiful budding which I see before my calloused eyelids.

However, I digress.

Do you want to know what a damn good woman is?

She knows you’re crazy (women love insanity because it gives them a chance to practice their motherly instinct), but shrugs-because you’re a diabolical little joker, and you have your not-so-cute little ways.

She accepts your imperfections and patiently encourages you when you try to change out of love for her-not because she wants you to change, but because you love her enough to try to reverse years of bad behavior and nasty habits-after all, you just might be dealing with mother of your future children-that is, if you can retrieve that damn Ace of Spades from inside of your sleeve (thanks, Mr. Kilmister-wherever you are now)!

The man might be the skyscraper, but the lady is the steel from within.  The woman reinforces, sometimes redirects, and calms you with her kind words-and that’s needed.

We guys act first and make bail later.  A good woman is a bit wiser than that, as she reminds you that he’s not worth throwing in front of a car because she can either waste money on your bail or pay the electric bill- and in full for once.



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Bear With Me For A Few Days

©2017, Jim Rousch


Music Recording

People with developmental disabilities are more capable than you believe.


I’m in a really bad mood today.  I don’t believe it’s a good idea for me to write about the issue at this particular moment in time because I’m livid.  I haven’t had any sleep since 8:30 yesterday morning.

I cannot go into the particulars at this exact moment in time.  However, someone very special to me was there when I needed her yesterday.  Her voice helped come down for at least a little while.  She’s an angel.

This recording is a first draft, but I figured it was good enough.  I don’t have an album coming out, so who cares?  You get the gist of it.

One of the things I like about E is it’s a really angry key.  It’s like knocking a hole in one of the walls in your apartment so that you can hit your neighbor in the back of the head.

That’s how I feel right now.

This is where I truly have to be careful with regard to how I write, because I am not on firm ground right now.  This comes with traumatic brain injury.

I don’t know how long I will be in this Green Hell (remember that tune?), but just bear with me while this spiritual bowel movement passes.

I’ll tell what happened when the time is right.

You’ll still see me here, because I have a job to do.  However, please realize that I’m trying to watch myself carefully until this crap is resolved.




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America Is Further to the Left Than You Realize-And You Wouldn’t Want It Any Other Way!


what-is-the-worlds-dominant-political-ideology (1)  This is an interesting graphic which I found, and it seems to describe the United States more accurately than Americans realize.

According to this graphic, Americans, for all their whining about federal power, tend to be center-left.

Now, let’s take a close look at that for just one moment.

To be right-wing means that one wants a theocracy.

To be right-wing means that the CEO of McDonald’s can lie to you about what’s in a Big Mac-and you can’t sue him.

To be right-wing means that one wants little-to-no regulation regarding market forces, which would basically set us up for another 1929 or 2008.

To be right-wing means that McDonald’s could put dead horses in the feed and you would have no idea that you consumed horsemeat until the doctor diagnoses you with the fun disease, kuru.  You see, under right-wing philosophy, the federal government has no power over business entities, so the CEO can do whatever he wants to you.

What’s kuru, you ask?  Read this, because life with kuru is interesting-and fun!


Now, we Americans kind of like the silly idea that food should be safe to eat.  We also don’t want to get cancer from the water we drink, or find out that those Tylenol pills were really cyanide.

Finally, Americans like the idea they can go after a car company after their products killed a family member.

I’ll never own a Toyota, I’ll tell you that much.

Hence, we like the idea of government protections-whether we admit it or not.

This makes America, as hypocritical as it is, a center-left nation.

Americans like the idea of being paid time-and-a-half after eight hours.

Americans like their savings being protected so the banksters don’t run to some foreign country and live in cognito for the next twenty years.

Oh, and Americans came to realize that they fucked themselves with the 401K.  Now, they have to work longer than did their parents.

Meanwhile, this columnist just sits back and laugh at the fools.

Hence, just as admit that you didn’t know you were a liberal the entire time.  You love the government-and you wouldn’t want it any other way.



It’s okay.

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President Obama Didn’t Wiretap The Nazi-Trump’s Just A Lying and Paranoid Sociopath




The Justice Department’s National Security division and the Federal Bureau of Investigation have made it official:

Barack Obama did not wiretap Trump Tower during the 2016 presidential cycle. Hence, Donald Trump is either a liar or a paranoid schizophrenic.

Everyone already knows that the bastard is a racist son of whore and we all know that he pushed the birther bullshit.  Worse, he kept it up right on past the 2016 election-and he now wants to erase everything that President Obama did-particularly the Affordable Care  Act.

However, the fact that Trump’s own Justice Department can’t substantiate any of Wigboy’s paranoid claims proves that he is simply a narcissist who is willing to destroy anyone’s legacy-even if it means taking health insurance away from over twenty million people.

Even James Comey said that there was no evidence of any proof that the Obama administration.  This is more a case of the American Fuhrer brainwashing his already Donald Trump KKK mom and dad


stupid voter base.

You know, President Obama really should sue the bastard for defamation of character.  I mean, what’s one more lawsuit?  Everyone wants to at least sue the son of a whore.  I’m sure that you and I will get in line soon enough.  We’ll probably win, too.


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After the things I’ve seen, I have no real use for human beings and would open a Donner Cafe in Truckee in half of a heartbeat if I thought I could make a quick buck and get away with it, because humans are a spiritual disease in the universal realm and mind.

Frankly, they disgust me.

Between their double standards, their prejudices, and their lies, this author sees no redeeming value in the homo sapien and he wishes that other primates were better at turning a Craftsman wrench.

Stock swindlers, rapists, child molesters, Christian conservatives, the pro-“life” movement, the military industrial complex, bigots, Republicans, corporations who lobby Republicans in the hope that overtime laws might be overturned…..

I mean, where does it end?

I know that Christ warned that the times were going to suck and swallow like a bitch in San Quentin Penitentiary, but c’mon!  How can it get any fucking worse?

Wait.  Don’t answer that.  I think I just heard the crashing of some glass.  Oh, it’s just an explosion.  Oh, well.  Fuck it.

First, if someone proclaims that they are pro-life, that means that they support the idea of free prenatal care, healthcare for all, and they don’t call babies born from sad circumstances “illegitimate” children.

Second, all children are loved and helped.

Third, we punish bullies and their parents.

Fourth, we force corporations to treat their employees like human beings or we execute all of the board members  in the parking lot of the home office.


And that’s just a start.

Please don’t give me this crap about no one said that life was supposed to be fair, because that’s a lie.  Thomas Jefferson wrote that in the Declaration of Independence.

In closing, don’t piss me off too much, because while you claim that life’s not fair, liberals and leftists make it so by any means necessary-whether you decide to accept that reality or not.

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Cognitive Dissonance





Cognitive dissonance is the phenomena when a conservative sees the truth, but instead of thanking you for educating him, denies the truth and personally attacks you.

One sees this a lot on Facebook’s political pages, and conservatives never disappoint. They want to repeat the lie they heard on Fox about President Obama’s religious faith. And while it shouldn’t matter anymore because the man’s two terms are up, they return to the lie they were fed on Fox regarding the president’s religious faith because they realize what a failure Donald Trump truly is.

The funniest part is when they personally attack you for telling the truth.

This one woman refused to stop using the n-word with regard to President Obama and Mrs. Obama.  However, the interesting part came after I mentioned two things.  First, Mary was pregnant before she and Joseph were married.  Proof of this can be found in Matthew 1:18:

Matthew 1:18 18This is how the birth of Jesus the Messiah came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be pregnant through the Holy Spirit.

According to the Law of Moses, this officially makes Mary a hoochie mama to be stoned to death, which is why:

Matthew 1:19  New Living Translation. Joseph, her fiance, was a good man and did not want to disgrace her publicly, so he decided to break the engagement quietly.

This columnist also brought up the fact that Adam and Eve were probably black because of the location of the four rivers which watered the Garden of Eden-two of which are now gone.

How did she respond?

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Here We Go AGAIN!










Here we go again.

Mr. Conservative and Conservative Post used identical headlines and exploited a picture from 2015 which has nothing to do with Black Lives Matter as a way to slander the organization with relation to relief efforts to help the victims of Hurricane Harvey, according to Buzzfeed News.

Anyone who tries to sell you on the idea that a conservative is not a racist is a liar.  Period.  End of the podcast.

When you have conservatives who blame blacks for the problems which upper-middle class whites created and when you have Republicans voting in favor of decriminalizing vehicular manslaughter if a black man protests legally on the street, yeah…that’s racism.

That’s the Republican Party.
That’s conservatism.

What do you think would happen to me if I decided to hit some right-wing piece of crap with my Chrysler because he supports rapists by demonstrating against his ten-year-old victim’s right to choose in front of a Planned Parenthood facility?

That’s right.  I would serve a life term for vehicular homicide.

So, don’t tell me that conservatives aren’t racists filled with double standards like a bottle of Jack Daniel’s straight from the distillery.

They are.

Don’t tell me that conservatives aren’t theocratic fascists who would rather see a police state than two people of different melanin levels walking hand-in-hand.

And don’t you ever tell me that conservatives are all about the ‘rule of law’ because they are the ones who legalize the murderous act of hitting people with whom they disagree with Dodges.

What’s so funny is that conservatives throw that Bible in our faces and want to make Christianity (although they haven’t informed us as to which version) the nation’s official religion.  Well, doesn’t one of the Ten Commandments that they want on the grounds of our civic centers tell us all not to bear false witness against our neighbors?

That’s something they do every day.

That’s why those two right-wing (and let’s face it, white supremacist) publications I mentioned earlier exist in the first place.  The columnists there make their living by destroying the reputations of good people.  They make their living by defamation of good character.

Just ask Hillary Clinton and Harold Ford, Jr., who ran for the United States Senate in Tennessee.

Conservatives make their living by killing others through proxy and by indoctrinating racist ideology to their uneducated base.

Hm.  I wonder who did the same thing in Germany not so long ago.

Just remember that this Jesus Whom the conservatives want to force us to worship told Peter to put his sword away after Peter chopped Malchus’ ear off during the course of Christ’s arrest.  You will find that in John 18:10.


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Trump Says You Make Too Much Money!




Reuters reported Thursday evening that Mexico and Canada have elected to honor the North American Free Trade Agreement even if Donald Trump backs out of yet another treaty.

This treaty was engineered in 1993 by President Bill Clinton and many Republicans voted in favor of it.  In fact, I remember recording the final vote results on CNN when it happened.   The final tally was 234-200, and many Democrats were divided over the vote. Many Republicans voted for the treaty, so it’s ironic that a Republican wants to break it.

Which makes me wonder why-especially when this Republican shipped American jobs to  countries like Costa Rica, so that he could put workers in a sweatshop and pay them the wages of a slave.

Anyone with a brain knows that Donald Trump has no intention of creating high-paying American jobs.  In fact, he actually stated that American workers make too much!

He also said to American auto workers: “You make too much money.”

That being stated, anyone can see how stupid the American blue-collared worker truly is.

Donald Trump could tell them to put a rope around their necks and jump off of a stool-and the stupid sons of bitches will actually do it!  How do I know?  They voted for him-even after he told them that their wages were too high.

How can anyone sympathize with a group of white lower-class morons who vote against their own economic interests?  The next thing you know, they are going to wonder why they are homeless, and they won’t blame the Republican Party for their problems.  They will blame the American government in general.

This is the predictable pattern of which the white working class has engaged in since they voted for Richard Nixon.

The funniest thing of all is that they now wonder why they can’t retire as their parents (who voted for Roosevelt four times) did.  They still blame the Democrats for their problems-even though they voted for Nixon, Reagan, and both Bushes twice, as well as this jackball.

Do you think you make too much money?  Donald Trump does.  That being stated, do you think it’s a good idea to for vote for him in three years?




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Composing Again

I’m not a Bruce Kulick, Eddie Van Halen, Randy Rhoads, or even a Malcolm Young (before tragedy struck him), but I’m pretty damn good for someone with severe brain damage.

I’m composing again, after many years of not.

Why?  I suppose it’s because I need to.  I have to remain busy in one way or another, while I wait for the Master’s program at University of Phoenix to begin, and this little piece actually took roughly twenty minutes for me to get it nearly to how I wanted it to sound-at least from a structural viewpoint.   From an electronic viewpoint, the quality is almost as bad as a Panasonic tape recorder from 1984, but a small computer microphone is what you use when you have to sell used toilet paper on the poor side of town for gas money.

There are two challenges with in regards to composition.  The first is remembering the chord progression, since I have the short-term memory of a funnel, and the second is to remember how I wanted it to sound.

There are some things which go through my mind as I listen to this recording loop on my laptop.  The first is that this seems to have a raw 1970’s AC/DC sound-back when Bon Scott was still alive.  The second is that I’m really  surprised that I recorded this on the first take with almost no mistakes.

I don’t understand why the sound seems to cut out at :11 into the recording, because I didn’t move at all, but I guess I’ll figure it out eventually.

The equipment I used for this recording was a Fender Strat Squire, a Peavey Envoy 110 amplifier, and a DOD Hard Rock Distortion FX57, as my Jackson and my Fender acoustic are currently in storage in Irvine, California, along with my Boss DS-1, which I bought in 1985.

The Fender Strat Squire and Peavey Envoy 110 are what you will always hear until further notice whenever I decide to throw one of these recordings on this page.

You, the reader, are probably wondering why I decided to do this.  C’mon, man.  I can’t do all politics all the time.  Even someone like me has to mix it up a bit.  In addition, this is further proof that someone with a developmental disability can actually do something and be useful in the world.

Right, Crescent Hardy of Nevada?

Ah, let him burn in Hell.  He will soon enough, I’m quite certain.

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The Los Angeles Rams







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It’s strange to have the Rams back in L.A.

Even though I’m currently in suburban Denver, I grew up with the Los Angeles Rams-not realizing that they originated from Cleveland and moved to L.A. in 1946 after they won the 1945 NFL championship.

That’s strange, because teams usually move after their fanbase ditches them.  These guys moved to Los Angeles not long after they won a world title.

They won another world title as the Los Angeles Rams in 1951, but then came the long drought.

The Rams either made the playoffs or were the laughing stock of the league-and I remember both extremes.

I remember when kids made fun of me in elementary school because I wore Los Angeles Rams’ jerseys; either Jack Youngblood’s 85 or Pat Haden’s 11.

I even got Pat Haden’s autograph when I was 10.

Longtime Los Angeles sportscaster, Fred Roggin, became an accidental commentator while in the course of being a sports anchor when he called the Rams ‘the Lambs’, but recovered beautifully when he said, “Well, they did play like lambs today.”

Hey, he told the truth on that one.

The Rams would either make it to a title game or they would finish near or in dead last, and it was no different when they moved to St. Louis in 1995, when they finished 7-9. The Rams finished 14-2 the season they won the Super Bowl-by one yard.  However, they were in quicksand by the time they decided to move back to the beach.

Even as I watch this preseason game against the Green Bay Packers, not much has changed.  They’re still the lovable losers-yeah, like I could actually do any better.


I may be in Denver.  But, like, I’m from the Valley, dude!

That being stated, I’m glad the Rams-however good or bad-are back in Los Angeles, and I record the games whenever I can.

I guess part of me is still that 10-year-old kid who put on that Rams helmet in my backyard and dove into the dirt as if I were a wide receiver or tight end for Los Angeles.

However, the Rams are currently down to Green Bay 14-3 at halftime.





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One Correct Way and the STUPID WAY to View A Solar Eclipse



One correct way to observe a            The STUPID WAY to observe a
solar eclipse.                                          solar eclipse.



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Conservatives Are the Terrorists In America



While a recent Fox “News” poll found that the majority of people in the United States of America view Donald Trump as a divider, Trump supporters claim that the American media is a bigger threat than white supremacists MSNBC reported Friday.

How ironic that is, since it was the members of the American news media which much ado about bullshit about Hillary Clinton’s alleged improprieties (which were later proven to be nothing more than a Republican witch hunt) and boosted the wigged Nazi every chance that they could so they could turn what should have been a Democratic blowout into a contest which Trump stole in the end.

Not only do Trump’s minions blame the right-wing American media for Donald Trump’s impotence , but they also claim that the American media is more dangerous than white supremacist organizations.

Now, that’s pretty far out there.

This is just more proof that the conservative movement in general and the Republican Party in particular has mastered its own reality-which none of us what to be part of.

As President Obama said in a recent speech, “They’ve (the Republican Party) been feeding their base all kinds of crazy for years.”

You are too kind, Mr. President, because decades is a more accurate term.

Joe McCarthy
Tricky Dick
Ronnie Reagan
Bob Dornan (remember that prick?)

The fact that conservatives are now willing to start a civil war to keep this American version of Adolf Hitler in power proves that there is nothing left in the conservative brain.

Every single right-wing talking point has been debunked, from Reaganomics, which shot our national debt into the trillions of dollars to the idea that a strong military means a strong America.

No, America needs the best public schools in the world in order to have the best military in the world.

Furthermore, not every infant is welcomed into this world, as the conservatives claim.  Get rid of the term illegitimate and put more money into social programs for single mothers.  That’s when we can reevaluate the issue.

We all know that these Fox viewers are trying to blackmail the country into theocratic fascism.  That’s bad enough, but it’s even worse when liberals keep telling me that we would be no better than conservatives if we suddenly began to beat the living crap out of these neo-Nazis in the street-like any normal human being would do to someone who is a racist piece of crap and a bastard who punishes a rape victim for her pregnancy-especially since they don’t like paying for prenatal care.

How “pro-life” of them.

Conservatives are not human, so stop treating them as if they are.

Do as I do.  Whenever one of these Alt-Right traitors threaten you, just look them squarely in their braindead eyes and answer:

“Bring it, you inbred fuck.”


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The Avoidable Crisis Trump Created; Let’s Get Our Priorities Straight!




Donald Trump has created a crisis in this country that didn’t exist until after he had stolen the 2016 election.

Don’t tell us that we need to get rid of Obamacare-because it works in those states which implement it.

Don’t tell us that we can’t afford to educate the next generation of engineers, because we can’t afford not to have engineers.

Don’t tell us we can afford tax cuts when our levees are breaking and our streets are in disrepair.

This is not the behavior of a superpower.

The last Republican who had half of a clue on this was Gerald Ford, who was willing to invest in our infrastructure and our education system.  The best “Republican” was Dwight D. Eisenhower, as he spent trillions of dollars (in today’s currency) on our infrastructure and our education system.

Why?  It was a matter of national security after the Russians beat us into space in 1957.

And neither one of these men advocated the stupid idea of school vouchers.  Both Eisenhower and Ford strongly believed in the American system of public education-which was once the best education system in the world.  What changed it all?

Ronald Reagan.

How do I know?

First, look at any Algebra book from the 1960’s and you’ll soon realize that the fucking book makes sense.  You won’t need a tutor when using an Algebra textbook that the engineers who put Armstrong and Aldrin on the moon used back when they were in high school.

They are so easy to understand that even you could score an A on an Algebra quiz.

Second, we didn’t have overcrowding in the classrooms, which really began in the early 1980s.

Third, everyone could read a sentence and tell you what it was about.

One can’t always blame the teachers because they also have to be surrogate parents during the 50 minutes in which the students are there.  Why?  Because you sons of bitches who fucked in the back of your Toyotas fifteen fucking years ago don’t pay any attention to your children and their problems.

Watch The Breakfast Club, because you fuckers are just as bad as your parents.

If we can afford a useless military that can’t tell friend from foe anymore, we can afford to give our own people free medical care-LIKE NORMAL COUNTRIES GIVE THEIR CITIZENS!

 Let’s face it….those dumbfucks haven’t been able to tell friend from foe since Vietnam.

My old man told me ALL ABOUT IT.

It’s time for Americans to assist our imperiled citizens and let the soldiers pay for their own shit. Maybe they’ll be more careful with those bullets.

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Disappointed, But Not Surprised



Kiss is my favorite heavy metal band-and always will be.  However, it’s quite disappointing to hear Gene Simmons’ words about how we feel about this madman who is in the White House.

Personally, I would think that he would be a little wiser, but I won’t go into the particulars.  Even in my disappointment, I will give Simmons credit for the way that he put it; subtly.  In Lincolnian terms, with malice toward none and charity toward all-but I still think he’s wrong on this one.

Simmons and Trump have been friends for a very long time, so it’s natural that Simmons would come to the Donald’s defense.  That’s what friends do.  However, one of the things I loved about Kiss is that they didn’t discuss politics-at least not until sixteen years ago.

Yeah, that changed everything.

At least he did vote for President Obama in 2008, and I know that he did because he admitted to doing so on the radio.  I heard him on KLOS back in the old days.

Do I feel crestfallen?  Sure!  However, I remember what he said in 1987 about hero worship; that it’s a dangerous thing.  Why?  Your heroes might ultimately disappoint you.  This can be found in his section of the Crazy, Crazy Nights tour program from the 1987-1988 tour.

Hence, Gene has disappointed me.  However, we all have family members who voted for this guy, so that’s kind of how I view this predicament.

I’ll still buy Kiss albums whenever they are released (let’s admit that they’re only going to record one or two more), but reading what he said just reminds me how sad reality can be sometimes-especially when you’re referring to a man who has made dreams come true.

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It’s Time To Get Rid of That Racist Name

3001655_SP_Redskins_3 Here we go with another American football season, and the same debate pops up again with regard to the Washington Redskin name.

Look, it’s a racist term, okay?  You know it, I know it.  It’s time to get rid of it.

While we can debate some names, this one is obvious.

Actually, I honestly want feedback from those involved with regard to this article.

Those names are probably not for me to state a view.  However, the term ‘Redskin’?


That one has to go.

Would you want to be referred to by the color of your skin?  It’s insulting!

Whites need to put themselves in the places of others before they say that others overreact, because after what whites did to the Indian nations after Wound Knee in 1890 was nothing short of criminal.

Those like the Apache were not allowed to speak their own language-until the white man saw how he could benefit from it during World War II.

Remember the Code Talkers?

Now that I think about it, I think I’m going to ask the American Civil Liberties Union about filing another lawsuit over that degrading name.

If any here who read this are of Native blood, please give me your feedback on this.  While my ancestors did come from Europe, I want to try to make things right in any way that I possibly can.

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Ya Magu Gavarit Pa Ruskie

I originally composed this back around 2001, but I got a Peavey amplifier and a Fender Squire, so I was able to re-record it this year.

I never gave this composition a name, but the rhythm from this actually helped me learn one phrase in Russian: “Ya magu gavarit pa Ruskie.”

“I speak Russian.”

The devushkas (young, unmarried Russian women) would laugh when I finished it with: “Angliski nyet!”

That means, “English, no.”

And that’s technically true.

I used to, anyway.  I was chasing the Russian and Armenian tails in my apartment complex in Van Nuys, California back then.  Nice-looking girls-and with manners!

You don’t see that in Los Angeles-especially in the San Fernando Valley.  The Valley is the Detroit of Porn, you know.  That actually makes sense when you consider the fact that General Motors used to build the Camaro and the Firebird there.

One sleek body design for another sleek body design, I always say.

Keep in mind that I actually have severe brain damage and that I really should not have any ability to do this.  So, shove that up your right-wing ass, Crescent Hardy.

I’m so glad that bastard lost his bid for re-election!  It would just be great if he had a severe stroke or a spine-crushing automobile accident, because either one of those couldn’t happen to a more humane son-of-a-whore.

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Letter to a Boss

Dear Boss,

No one likes you.

Your wife hates you and the kid is actually the poolboy’s.

Your 19-year-old squeeze swallows you so she doesn’t have to pay the rent on that condo in Malibu or her college education at UCLA-and even she told me that she’d rather have the quarterback fuck her.  She referred to something anatomically.  I wasn’t really paying too much attention because I was staring at her huge tits at the time.

Did you pay for those or is she mountain grown?

Three of us tried to wire your new Mercedes last week, but we obviously suck at it.  We asked for a raise and you won’t let us unionize.

“Tell me something I don’t know.  How’d you get this job you own?  I think that all you need is a; all you need is a; all you need IS A FACE!  Now it’s dark, but I can see.  DON’T YOU FUCKING LOOK AT ME!” (Anthrax-“Now It’s Dark” from State of Euphoria, 1988)

Did you ever think about behaving like Sir Richard Branson instead of acting like the Walton family?   His employees actually respect him!  Just because you wear a suit doesn’t mean you’re worth much of anything.  Actually, the suit makes you a bigger pain in the ass than anything else.


Your disgruntled employees who are underpaid and never appreciated.

PS:  The secretary took out a life insurance policy on your ass yesterday because we know you have no heart, you fat, balding fuck.

Have a nice day, asshole.

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Bittersweet Day, Sorry To Say….But My Old Baby Plymouth’s Not Going Away













After fourteen years of grueling driving, rush hour traffic, snow, 120 degree heat, second jobs, my autistic buddy, Tommy, girlfriends, and a marriage, my 2000 Plymouth Breeze has been retired from full and active duty.

To those who say American cars suck, I reply: “Blow me.  This Plymouth has been the best car I have ever owned.”

In the fourteen years which I have owned it, I have had very few problems with her.  She started right up, did her job every day, every night, and every weekend.

Whether I went to a sign flipping job in the San Fernando Valley on the weekends, worked night shift in Colorado, going to Hermosa Beach, California to watch my buddies play at the legendary Lighthouse, participating in anti-war marches, political rallies, four presidential campaigns, several heavy metal concerts (Kiss in 2003, 2012, and 2014, Def Leppard, Ozzfest-2005, Gigantour, 2007, Volbeat, Guns N’ Roses, 2017, moving to Colorado from L.A.-twice-and doing stupid things that guys do with cars, my 2000 Plymouth Breeze has seen it all and done it all-and I thank her for it all.

I bought her at Galpin Ford in the San Fernando Valley in Los Angeles after having overcorrected and totally totalled my 1999 Saturn SL-2.

I was so pissed off that I hadn’t been killed in that wreck on California 118-East in Simi Valley because, “But officer, if I were dead and in Hell, this would be someone else’s problem.  But now, I gotta pay for all of this!”

I went to Galpin Ford on Roscoe Boulevard in the San Fernando Valley to buy a new vehicle, and I had thought about getting another Saturn because I had had very good luck with the one I had-up to that point in time anyway.  The only problem was that the only Saturn in my price range had 95,000 miles on it.

I remember standing there, trying to figure out what to do when I saw this greenish, golden car shine at me; almost as if it were smiling at me, flirting with me.  I remember then walking toward it.  I was thrilled when I saw the name on the door: PLYMOUTH, as Chrysler Corporation had just ended the brand and I wanted to own a piece of automotive history.  The only problem was that she was a little out of my price range:$7600.  That blue Saturn was just over $5000.

I didn’t care because I figured I might never have another shot at a Plymouth of which my uncle owned several in his garage in Granada Hills, California.

I bought the car and being with it was like a living in a marriage.  My Plymouth outlasted my human marriage more than four times over.

I woke up, drove it to work every morning, spent all day with it, drove it home, went to my second job with it on the weekends, and went to gigs in Hermosa Beach.  Like you read prior, she went with me to political campaigns every two years.

It was the same situation with buying this Chrysler 200, as I was going to buy a Dodge Dart. This is the last year Chrysler Corporation is going to make the vehicle because, according to salesmen at Broadway Dodge in Denver, Colorado the Chevrolet Sonic outsells it by far.

I’m sorry, but I see way more Dodge Darts than I do Chevy Sonics.  However, I was informed by the salesman that the Chrysler 200 is basically the same car as the Dodge Dart-both are being discontinued.IMG_0044IMG_0474img_0450

Some girl used to own this Plymouth Breeze before I did, and I knew that because there was an impression of some kind of big kitty sticker on it.  I just covered it with a John Kerry sticker.

This Plymouth Breeze is fast, too.

I’ll never forget the time I had to rush home to vomit.

I had passed the Reseda Blvd. offramp on California 118-East when the sweat machine turned on-and then my stomach began to go.

I had absolutely no choice.  I had to punch it.

I floored it, and the speedometer was at 115 mph the last time that I looked at it.  I had 10 miles to cover and not much time in which to pull it off-and I barely made it to the toilet.

I was 35-years-old when that happened, 12 years ago.

Concerts, rallies, demonstrations, political campaigns, a marriage, brutal work environments which ranged from -25 degrees Fahrenheit in Denver, Colorado to 135 degrees Fahrenheit in Santa Clarita, California, my 2000 Plymouth Breeze has seen it all, and she has now earned her retirement.

She will be transformed into a classic show car.

Don’t tell me that American cars are inferior, because I just proved to you that they aren’t.

As for my new Chrysler 200, I expect the same dependability for her-maybe even the same length of service.

It’s my favorite color, but I still have to figure out how all these gadgets work.  I mean, I’ve never had a car that didn’t have a key with which to start it.  I don’t feel entirely comfortable with using a video camera to back up, and I want to make sure that the damn thing is going to turn off so that I don’t drain the battery!

I might as well be Rip Van Winkle because I didn’t realize just how much cars have changed!

Thanks for all the hard work, Breezy, you were a trooper and I promise to get you fixed up to your former glory.  You deserve the rest after all you did for me through the years.  You never let me down once.  Thank you.

200, let’s go kick some ass.

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Dumbass Wigboy Looked Up, But I Looked DOWN!





Can you believe he did that?  Can you believe that he actually did that?
The Atlantic reported Monday that Donald Trump looked up at the eclipse without eye protection!

This jackball wants to be the leader of the free world, and he pulls off something stupid like that!

This is not a man who is fit for leadership.

Someone who does not know the basic common sense of  First grade science has no business running our country!

I mean, even the kid knew to wear eye protection!  He’s ten miles ahead of his old man!

And Americans wonder why the rest of the world laughs at the United States now.

It’s pathetic when one realizes that we elected an actor in 1980 who fell asleep at Cabinet meetings, we had a pretender who struggled through My Pet Goat after 3,000 people were butchered in New York City…and now, this!

I’m not going to admit to anyone with a straight face that this dumbass is my president.  First, he lost by three million votes, and second….he’s as stupid as a big-tittied high school cheerleader!

How did this moron get through college?  And, as long as we’re on the subject, if you voted for him….how did you get through college?