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Why Watch A Fucking Liar?





Did you waste your time with that State of the Union address?

I didn’t.

It was just the Fuhrer grandstanding shit that he had nothing to do with.  Every economist still credits Barack Obama for the economy we currently have.  However, that’s not going to remain for very long when Trump’s policies of tax cuts for the rich and infrastructure cuts and cuts in Education begin to take affect.

He’ll bankrupt this country like he did all of his businesses.  He’s lining his pockets-and I wouldn’t be surprised if Pence is doing the same.

Check out this clip from CNN.

Was he lying then or is he lying now?  Or, yet a third possibility, does he have syphilis (judging by all the affairs that he’s had)?

The truth of the matter is that something is wrong.  Donald Trump cannot take credit for an economy that he did not build.  Oh, he’ll certainly try, but people like myself are always there to remind you who really saved this country-a Democrat!   Again!

You just watch and see what happens over the next year.  It’s going to be a whole different scenario come this November.

That’s okay.  The Democrats are primed to pick up the House and Senate anyway because Trump’s policies are just too insane.

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Has My Luck Changed?




I don’t believe this!

I actually had a good conversation with a really nice lady tonight, and I hope I get to know her more.

I know most of you think I’m a total dick, and I am-most of the time.  However, I do know how to how to talk to a lady.  I’m not completely crazy.

This woman I met is so gentle of heart and so understanding.  I told her all of my shortcomings, and she seems to have no problem with it.   This is more than likely because she’s not an American woman!

For example, my hippocampus is completely shot.  That’s the timekeeper-and I have no sense of time.  Why the hell do you think I put my finger on the ground??

I have a vibe about this woman.  I don’t know how to explain it, but there is a vibe-and I’ve learned over the course of time to trust those vibes.

Something told me not to drive down that one section of the Lucky’s parking lot in Santa Clarita, California back in 1993.  Did I pay heed?   Of course I didn’t-and just as I was about to get past that aisle, some woman hit my Camaro.

I was told not to do this, and I did it anyway.

In the same way, something tells me that I have come across something fantastic.

She promised to tell me when to call, and she actually did that.  American women tend to flake.

We both told each other our respective stories and she’s great.  She’s very humble and very sweet.  I tend to be callous toward certain “people,” but you already know that.

It may take time to make this into a relationship, but I’ve waited this long-and she contacted me!

I wonder what all of this means, because I don’t usually have this kind of luck.

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End The Hypocrisy And Take Us For Who We Are




So, I’m minding my own business and looking for a wife.

American women….ugh.   I’m broke, so they pass me up without any curiosity of how I wound up in this situation.

Yes, there’s a lot of resentment because I wanted to marry thirty years ago, but I never had the luck.  I finally got married at 39, but three was a crowd.

American women whine about equality  However, if the sexes are equal, women should have no problem with standing with a man who is in the midst of rebuilding himself after injury.  It’s so funny when women put things in their profiles like the idea that a man should have his shit together.

Hey, baby!  What if the man of their dreams just happens to meet them during the lowest point of their lives.  If girls can’t take men at their lowest point, they don’t deserve them when their on top of the world.

That’s why I’m searching for a woman much younger than myself.

This is the ultimate hypocrisy of the feminist movement, which is why men wouldn’t vote for Hillary Clinton.

By the way, this is why men treat women the way that they do.  Men will be more loving when women are more accepting.



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Jesus Was The Bartender!



Will someone explain to me why some of these wacky Christian sects are so vehemently oppose to alcohol consumption?

I mean, it’s one thing to have a shot of Jack, but the problem is that you’re not supposed to drink the entire fucking bottle-which I did once….don’t do that, because the outcome is a nightmare.

All the Bible tells you is to not drink to excess.  The only problem is that there are people out there who don’t seem to know their limits:

Leviticus 10:9

“Do not drink wine nor strong drink, thou, nor thy sons with thee, when ye go into the tabernacle of the congregation, lest ye die: it shall be a statute for ever throughout your generations:”

Okay, so you’re not supposed to show up to church drunk.  I get it.  However, tell me what Christ did when He performed His first miracle?  He was the bartender at a party!

So, I could never understand these people who opposed alcohol consumption.
Colorado still has Sunday laws in effect, which drain the state economy and are, frankly, stupid.

If you are reading this article and you object to booze, why?  One might understand if alcoholism runs in your particular family; that makes sense.  However, who are you to tell someone else what they should consume?

As for myself, I no longer find the satisfaction in alcohol that I once did.  I drank to keep myself from beating people to death because I waa a fun drunk.  I laughed at everything.

I even flirted with a woman whom, in mystate, was the bride emerging from the wedding reception.

How the hell was I was suppose to know?  She had dark skin and long hair.  Put the two together and booooiiiiiinnnnnggggg!

Of course, I had had at least 10-12 drinks in me within the span of two to three hours, but I couldn’t resist.

You know, even if she’s divorced today, I’ll bet she remembers me from twenty years ago.  She never knew my name, but just what I did and in the state which I was in: GONE!

The funny thing now is that I can barely finish one beer before I have to sit down.  I simply can’t drink like I used to-nor do I want to.  I simply have no reason to do that anymore, as the stresses I face now aren’t nearly as bad as the ones I faced ten to fifteen years ago.

However, the point is that religious people need to get over their problem with regard to alcohol, because their Savior was the manufacturer and distributor-and I don’t think theer was a legal age back then…yet another idea which needs to go.

Cigarettes kill, and you can get those at eighteen.  Beer doesn’t kill, but you have to wait until you’re 21.

Would Would Jesus Say?

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Thanks Sanders’ and Stein Voters, You Really Fucked Us Good!




According to Vox, this is the first federal government shutdown whereby all three sectors were controlled by one political party.

We have Bernie Sanders and Jill Stein to thank for this, because it wouldn’t have happened had they not split the Democratic voters.

Where is Bernie, by way-making fun of the Hispanic population in Texas where he put that nuclear dump?

Jill Stein is probably back in Russia.

Meanwhile, we have people on SSI who need help.

Look, fuck our military.  They have stolen enough of our money, and we’re getting nothing for the investment.  This isn’t really about undocumented immigrants, either.

This is Donald Trump’s attempt at destroying the United States of America.  He should be hanged without trial-just as those immigrants are being snatched from their families without trial.

As a matter of fact, it’s time to go after all Republicans and those who can’t tell the difference between a Republican and a Democrat.

Independent voters should be chased down and brought to justice more than anyone because of their Disneyland fantasy world.  Someone should take the acoustic guitar of a Green Party voter and smash it right over his head for the problems he has now caused people with disabilities, immigrants, and the poor-all because he wanted a pure political system.

Democracy is not pure.  It’s messy.  It always has been and it always will be.  The problem is that we have a combination of racists, ignorant, and voters with their heads in  the clouds who dream about some kind of utopia, which will never happen.


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Lady the Labrador 1974-1989










44 years tonight, I got a little puppy who made my childhood a dream.

She was a black Labrador I named Lady.

I wish I had pictures of her in my computer, but I don’t, so all I can tell you is that she was a black Lab, but we had so much fun together and got into so much trouble through the years that we had a hell of a lot of fun.

She even stood in line for her spanking, as she figured that she was in as much trouble as I was-that’s loyalty.

If only humans who considered themselves ladies had that kind of loyalty, but I digress.

Lady knew how to pull me in my blue Radio Flyer wagon and she was usually quiet.

She took my heavy metal career well, as she didn’t mind the ear-shattering volume.  She knew the boys and I were just being fucking idiots.

She lost a portion of her tail early in life because the door of the 1963 Chevy II Nova was slammed on it, and it couldn’t be reattached.

She had this little white spot on her chest which she wore like a deputy badge and she loved to run in the backyard. I  would sneak food to her when I was little, so she always sat right by my chair at the dinner table.

My parents and I would sometimes take her to my grandparents’ house in Van Nuys, California, where my mother’s dogs,Ooshpa  and Blackie were.  Ooshpa was a black and gold hound of some sort and Blackie just seemed to be a dinner roll with legs, but they all loved each other.  Ooshpa was the big brother of the three.  Lady and Blackie couldn’t believe how he could climb up ladders and walk on the roof with my grandfather-and then get himself back down.

Lady raised another puppy we brought home in 1984, named Tags, a German Shepherd/Husky mix and she reprimanded her like any mother would.  By the way, she also taught Tags to sit near me at the dinner table.  She knew my table manners were that of a slob.

I’m a guy, of course I can’t eat like a human being!

Lady and Blackie took Ooshpa’s death hard in 1975.  Both of them were his ladies in waiting, as Ooshpa was the king.  I still don’t know what took him.  My last memory of him was his head lying under the toilet and barely moving.

I can still remember that 42 years later.

Lady died in 1989 in Santa Clarita, California.  I still regret that I wasn’t there to see her go, but I know that I’ll see her, Tags, Ooshpa, and  Blackie on the Other Side.  We’re all going to play together-just like we did when I was a kid.

And we’ll all watch Oospha climb that ladder again and marvel.

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Don’t Lose Heart Because Jesus Can Change Everything? Is THAT So? Okay.



Jesus Can Change Everything



Jesus Can Change Everything

Not from my experiences. I was born and raised a Christian. I was bullied in Christian schools up to the point of having suicidal thoughts and expressing suicidal behavior

Christians have judged me my entire life-and remember Acts 1:8-that you are His witnesses. All God has ever given me is nothing but misery-starting with the meningitis He so graciously gave me in January of 1971. God has broken faith with me regarding Matthew 21:22 and 1 Corinthians 7:9. I am now Proverbs 18:19, and I would love to know why Christian women are so prejudicial and greedy-again, that’s my experience.


My own pastor didn’t want to talk to me about my suicidal thoughts in 1983. Guess who gave me five minutes of his time in 1997 to discuss the subject:




I would sell my soul for a wife right now.

Regarding 1 Corinthians 7:9, I wanted to get married at 18. I’m 47.

Abraham wasn’t 100 and Sarah definitely wasn’t 90. The birth alone would shatter a 90-year-old woman’s pelvis. She was probably more like 45.

The Bible tells you not to put your faith in wealth because it’s uncertain… Yet, Christian women are the greediest and most prejudicial women on the planet.

There’s a strange irony to all of this. The Father cannot send me to Hell because I KNOW Christ rose from the dead. I know this because I know the mechanics of crucifixion and I know what happened to Roman guards who fell asleep at their posts: they were burned where they slept.



God has cheated me (Hebrews 11:39). Don’t worry. I always win in the end. Not even the Lord Himself can cheat me and expect to get away
with it. And before you reply, heed Matthew 7:1-2, Luke 6:37. I’ve also acknowledged Jesus as the Christ on this public forum (Matthew 10:32 and Luke 12:8), so the Father will pay me all He owes to me.

I have already won.


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Trying To Find Someone To Love While Living With Traumatic Brain Injury










There are times when I want to be a prick and there are times when I don’t want to be a prick.

I’ll kill anyone in the political world with just my brain and my fingertips-and I express no remorse when doing so.  Actually, I enjoy it.

I like driving heartless conservatives straight into hypocritical mode because they’re not bright enough to figure out that they are exposing themselves for what (not who) they really are-especially in the age of the Trump regime, a time when disabled children laughed at and the children of the undocumented are punished for what their parents did twenty years ago.

Like I care who crosses into our border anyway!  Hell!  Not only did we steal this country from the Indians, but we stole half of it from Mexico, as well.  So, you won’t get me fitted for any of your brown shirts and red armbands.  Uh-uh, not going to happen.

And of course, it’s really fun when they throw the Bible in everyone’s face while they try to repeal Obamacare so that the insurance companies can literally make a bigger killing than they did before the imperfect system was signed into law.

However, when looking for someone to reciprocate the love I have for her, it’s worse than spending eternity in Hell.  Actually, I’d rather go to Hell-the music’s better over there.

For one thing, I don’t want a woman my age.  I want to father a child and I don’t really want someone who isn’t in the mood to have a seed planted in her at the age of 42, because I know that her kids are probably already grown.  Not only that, I really am not interested in sharing my time with her kids.

I don’t care that her grandchild has taken its first steps while she’s giving me oral.  That’s not fair to me because I wanted to get married at eighteen.  I’ll unplug that phone.

Second, I didn’t get to go on those trips that younger people do on the weekend.  I couldn’t leave on Friday nights to go to Las Vegas with my friends because I was stuck with Tommy, as his dad simply didn’t want to come home on Friday night.  He stayed out as long as he possibly could.

One Friday night, he didn’t come home at all and didn’t show up until Saturday morning.  You see, he “forgot” to call my relief.

That’s how narcissistic he was.

Now all my friends have kids of their own, so that experience has been stolen from me-and I’ll never forgive God for that.

Second, unless I get rich, it’s hard to find some nice young girl who would love a jackball like me.  Most American women are all about the money, and God help you if you get hurt at work.

They stop loving you because you can’t bring home the check anymore to fuel their shopping habit.  Oh, and I do have a backup plan if she’s really in it for the money-cancel the insurance and jump off the table.

“Hey, waitress!”

Now, the reason why I want someone so much younger than myself is because the experiences would be as new for her as they would be for me.  We all know that women who go with men to an exotic place think of someone else who had sex with them on that same beach.  They never admit to that, but we know that’s true-because we hear another name being whispered.

Just for the sake of jumping off of a 10-story building and landing on a cactus, let’s suppose that there is a nice young woman trying to find me.

Would she be able to handle my frustration and understand that I’m not going after her when my frontal lobes go out and I pound my desk out of frustration because the computer is acting up-again?

Would she believe that I don’t mean to yell?

Would she believe that my short-term memory is for crap and that it’s usually hard for me to say what I feel because my Broca’s Area is damaged?

That’s a gamble.

I’m sure there are foreign women who know that, but feminism teaches that all men are lying scumbags.  A good man simply doesn’t stand a chance, so he has to risk his health by being an asshole around the clock.

Women admit that they view nice guys are weak, but there is propaganda out there which tells women that nice guys are actually dangerous.

Here’s another one!  Heben Nigatu wrote this lie entitled 13 Reasons Why Nice Guys Are The Worst.

So, guys like me lose either way; we might as well be assholes.

Now, add traumatic brain injury into this mix, and guys like me are better off dead.

I’ve pretty much given up on Americans.  All they do is steal and cheat.  The funny part comes when they ask if you’re gay because you’re not married, so we can’t win.

Guys, we should get foreign girls and be husbands from the 1950s.  It’s probably going to be our only hope.



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I Feel Like Crap







I’m going to say something right now.

I’m sorry if I come across as a negative person. However, when one has been rejected for trivial issues (like money) and one feels no hope, that person will espouse negative energy. The only way to counter negative energy is to feed positive energy to that person.

The hurt person will reject the positive energy at first, because he’s been tricked before. I understand that I’m not particularly liked-and that’s okay with me.

I understand that I come across as cold, callous, and bitter-and I also wish that I had no reason to express these feelings.

Expulsion does not help a negative person. It hardens them even more and makes them hateful-and that’s one thing we have enough of in this world. I am a major skeptic because of my experiences.

I believe NO ONE at first-and it doesn’t matter who is involved.

Everything I state is what I truly feel: like the fact that money buys love. We all know that to be true. Were it not true, we would see more swimsuit models marrying auto mechanics instead of actors.

Walk a mile before judging and choosing to reject. One never knows why another states such views. I want to love just as everyone else does, but I don’t see much of a possibility of that happening because I’m broke-and broken.

Yes, this comes across as a ‘poor me’ post. I get it. However, there are thousands of people in this group who feel the way I do. The difference is that they hide it. They compose their positive replies out of desperate hope that the post MIGHT be true. They have just never experienced it in their own lives.

We can’t all put a false face on everything. Sometimes, we have to tell the brutal truth as it really is. The problem is that we behave like Pollyannas, while all the while, someone is barely holding on.

I guess this is my weird way of asking for help. Take it for whatever you will. Then again, so is doing 95 mph in my 2015  Dodge Dart on the freeway.

It’s best to know someone by looking at their pages. That’s one way one can tell how they really feel about things-and I don’t put aspartame on anything. I tell it like it is, from my experiences and my perspective-however wacked some might believe it to be.

I think we need to let others who feel the same way that I do express their thoughts-even if they’re uncomfortable. Remember how algebraic equations work: negative times negative equals positive. This means that it’s best to express sympathy and offer help before someone ends up doing something final.

Just because I have the degree doesn’t mean that I feel the way I should. I apologize and would appreciate support. I don’t know how else to say it.

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How You Know That All Conservatives Will Burn In Hell Like An American Flag at a Protest

American flag burning




American conservatives claim to have a hard-on for Jesus Christ, but they don’t do what He tells them to do-and this what Republicans face two seconds after death because they tried to kill Obamacare and school lunches for poor children:

Mathew 8:11I say to you that many will come from the east and the west to share the banquet with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12But the sons of the kingdom will be cast into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

This is why we don’t take you seriously: