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Lady the Labrador 1974-1989

 

 

 

 

 

 

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44 years tonight, I got a little puppy who made my childhood a dream.

She was a black Labrador I named Lady.

I wish I had pictures of her in my computer, but I don’t, so all I can tell you is that she was a black Lab, but we had so much fun together and got into so much trouble through the years that we had a hell of a lot of fun.

She even stood in line for her spanking, as she figured that she was in as much trouble as I was-that’s loyalty.

If only humans who considered themselves ladies had that kind of loyalty, but I digress.

Lady knew how to pull me in my blue Radio Flyer wagon and she was usually quiet.

She took my heavy metal career well, as she didn’t mind the ear-shattering volume.  She knew the boys and I were just being fucking idiots.

She lost a portion of her tail early in life because the door of the 1963 Chevy II Nova was slammed on it, and it couldn’t be reattached.

She had this little white spot on her chest which she wore like a deputy badge and she loved to run in the backyard. I  would sneak food to her when I was little, so she always sat right by my chair at the dinner table.

My parents and I would sometimes take her to my grandparents’ house in Van Nuys, California, where my mother’s dogs,Ooshpa  and Blackie were.  Ooshpa was a black and gold hound of some sort and Blackie just seemed to be a dinner roll with legs, but they all loved each other.  Ooshpa was the big brother of the three.  Lady and Blackie couldn’t believe how he could climb up ladders and walk on the roof with my grandfather-and then get himself back down.

Lady raised another puppy we brought home in 1984, named Tags, a German Shepherd/Husky mix and she reprimanded her like any mother would.  By the way, she also taught Tags to sit near me at the dinner table.  She knew my table manners were that of a slob.

I’m a guy, of course I can’t eat like a human being!

Lady and Blackie took Ooshpa’s death hard in 1975.  Both of them were his ladies in waiting, as Ooshpa was the king.  I still don’t know what took him.  My last memory of him was his head lying under the toilet and barely moving.

I can still remember that 42 years later.

Lady died in 1989 in Santa Clarita, California.  I still regret that I wasn’t there to see her go, but I know that I’ll see her, Tags, Ooshpa, and  Blackie on the Other Side.  We’re all going to play together-just like we did when I was a kid.

And we’ll all watch Oospha climb that ladder again and marvel.

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Don’t Lose Heart Because Jesus Can Change Everything? Is THAT So? Okay.

 

 

Jesus Can Change Everything

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Jesus Can Change Everything

Not from my experiences. I was born and raised a Christian. I was bullied in Christian schools up to the point of having suicidal thoughts and expressing suicidal behavior

Christians have judged me my entire life-and remember Acts 1:8-that you are His witnesses. All God has ever given me is nothing but misery-starting with the meningitis He so graciously gave me in January of 1971. God has broken faith with me regarding Matthew 21:22 and 1 Corinthians 7:9. I am now Proverbs 18:19, and I would love to know why Christian women are so prejudicial and greedy-again, that’s my experience.

 

My own pastor didn’t want to talk to me about my suicidal thoughts in 1983. Guess who gave me five minutes of his time in 1997 to discuss the subject:

 

GENE SIMMONS OF KISS.

 

I would sell my soul for a wife right now.

Regarding 1 Corinthians 7:9, I wanted to get married at 18. I’m 47.

Abraham wasn’t 100 and Sarah definitely wasn’t 90. The birth alone would shatter a 90-year-old woman’s pelvis. She was probably more like 45.

The Bible tells you not to put your faith in wealth because it’s uncertain… Yet, Christian women are the greediest and most prejudicial women on the planet.

There’s a strange irony to all of this. The Father cannot send me to Hell because I KNOW Christ rose from the dead. I know this because I know the mechanics of crucifixion and I know what happened to Roman guards who fell asleep at their posts: they were burned where they slept.

 

Amen.

God has cheated me (Hebrews 11:39). Don’t worry. I always win in the end. Not even the Lord Himself can cheat me and expect to get away
with it. And before you reply, heed Matthew 7:1-2, Luke 6:37. I’ve also acknowledged Jesus as the Christ on this public forum (Matthew 10:32 and Luke 12:8), so the Father will pay me all He owes to me.

I have already won.

 

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Trying To Find Someone To Love While Living With Traumatic Brain Injury

 

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There are times when I want to be a prick and there are times when I don’t want to be a prick.

I’ll kill anyone in the political world with just my brain and my fingertips-and I express no remorse when doing so.  Actually, I enjoy it.

I like driving heartless conservatives straight into hypocritical mode because they’re not bright enough to figure out that they are exposing themselves for what (not who) they really are-especially in the age of the Trump regime, a time when disabled children laughed at and the children of the undocumented are punished for what their parents did twenty years ago.

Like I care who crosses into our border anyway!  Hell!  Not only did we steal this country from the Indians, but we stole half of it from Mexico, as well.  So, you won’t get me fitted for any of your brown shirts and red armbands.  Uh-uh, not going to happen.

And of course, it’s really fun when they throw the Bible in everyone’s face while they try to repeal Obamacare so that the insurance companies can literally make a bigger killing than they did before the imperfect system was signed into law.

However, when looking for someone to reciprocate the love I have for her, it’s worse than spending eternity in Hell.  Actually, I’d rather go to Hell-the music’s better over there.

For one thing, I don’t want a woman my age.  I want to father a child and I don’t really want someone who isn’t in the mood to have a seed planted in her at the age of 42, because I know that her kids are probably already grown.  Not only that, I really am not interested in sharing my time with her kids.

I don’t care that her grandchild has taken its first steps while she’s giving me oral.  That’s not fair to me because I wanted to get married at eighteen.  I’ll unplug that phone.

Second, I didn’t get to go on those trips that younger people do on the weekend.  I couldn’t leave on Friday nights to go to Las Vegas with my friends because I was stuck with Tommy, as his dad simply didn’t want to come home on Friday night.  He stayed out as long as he possibly could.

One Friday night, he didn’t come home at all and didn’t show up until Saturday morning.  You see, he “forgot” to call my relief.

That’s how narcissistic he was.

Now all my friends have kids of their own, so that experience has been stolen from me-and I’ll never forgive God for that.

Second, unless I get rich, it’s hard to find some nice young girl who would love a jackball like me.  Most American women are all about the money, and God help you if you get hurt at work.

They stop loving you because you can’t bring home the check anymore to fuel their shopping habit.  Oh, and I do have a backup plan if she’s really in it for the money-cancel the insurance and jump off the table.

“Hey, waitress!”

Now, the reason why I want someone so much younger than myself is because the experiences would be as new for her as they would be for me.  We all know that women who go with men to an exotic place think of someone else who had sex with them on that same beach.  They never admit to that, but we know that’s true-because we hear another name being whispered.

Just for the sake of jumping off of a 10-story building and landing on a cactus, let’s suppose that there is a nice young woman trying to find me.

Would she be able to handle my frustration and understand that I’m not going after her when my frontal lobes go out and I pound my desk out of frustration because the computer is acting up-again?

Would she believe that I don’t mean to yell?

Would she believe that my short-term memory is for crap and that it’s usually hard for me to say what I feel because my Broca’s Area is damaged?

That’s a gamble.

I’m sure there are foreign women who know that, but feminism teaches that all men are lying scumbags.  A good man simply doesn’t stand a chance, so he has to risk his health by being an asshole around the clock.

Women admit that they view nice guys are weak, but there is propaganda out there which tells women that nice guys are actually dangerous.

https://www.yourtango.com/experts/virginia-feingold-clark/nice-guys-new-bad-boys

Here’s another one!  Heben Nigatu wrote this lie entitled 13 Reasons Why Nice Guys Are The Worst.

https://www.buzzfeed.com/hnigatu/13-
reasons-why-nice-guys-are-the-worst?utm_term=.ss338zY3nd#.uwqAgVEAKJ

So, guys like me lose either way; we might as well be assholes.

Now, add traumatic brain injury into this mix, and guys like me are better off dead.

I’ve pretty much given up on Americans.  All they do is steal and cheat.  The funny part comes when they ask if you’re gay because you’re not married, so we can’t win.

Guys, we should get foreign girls and be husbands from the 1950s.  It’s probably going to be our only hope.

 

 

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I Feel Like Crap

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I’m going to say something right now.

I’m sorry if I come across as a negative person. However, when one has been rejected for trivial issues (like money) and one feels no hope, that person will espouse negative energy. The only way to counter negative energy is to feed positive energy to that person.

The hurt person will reject the positive energy at first, because he’s been tricked before. I understand that I’m not particularly liked-and that’s okay with me.

I understand that I come across as cold, callous, and bitter-and I also wish that I had no reason to express these feelings.

Expulsion does not help a negative person. It hardens them even more and makes them hateful-and that’s one thing we have enough of in this world. I am a major skeptic because of my experiences.

I believe NO ONE at first-and it doesn’t matter who is involved.

Everything I state is what I truly feel: like the fact that money buys love. We all know that to be true. Were it not true, we would see more swimsuit models marrying auto mechanics instead of actors.

Walk a mile before judging and choosing to reject. One never knows why another states such views. I want to love just as everyone else does, but I don’t see much of a possibility of that happening because I’m broke-and broken.

Yes, this comes across as a ‘poor me’ post. I get it. However, there are thousands of people in this group who feel the way I do. The difference is that they hide it. They compose their positive replies out of desperate hope that the post MIGHT be true. They have just never experienced it in their own lives.

We can’t all put a false face on everything. Sometimes, we have to tell the brutal truth as it really is. The problem is that we behave like Pollyannas, while all the while, someone is barely holding on.

I guess this is my weird way of asking for help. Take it for whatever you will. Then again, so is doing 95 mph in my 2015  Dodge Dart on the freeway.

It’s best to know someone by looking at their pages. That’s one way one can tell how they really feel about things-and I don’t put aspartame on anything. I tell it like it is, from my experiences and my perspective-however wacked some might believe it to be.

I think we need to let others who feel the same way that I do express their thoughts-even if they’re uncomfortable. Remember how algebraic equations work: negative times negative equals positive. This means that it’s best to express sympathy and offer help before someone ends up doing something final.

Just because I have the degree doesn’t mean that I feel the way I should. I apologize and would appreciate support. I don’t know how else to say it.

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How You Know That All Conservatives Will Burn In Hell Like An American Flag at a Protest

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American conservatives claim to have a hard-on for Jesus Christ, but they don’t do what He tells them to do-and this what Republicans face two seconds after death because they tried to kill Obamacare and school lunches for poor children:

Mathew 8:11I say to you that many will come from the east and the west to share the banquet with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12But the sons of the kingdom will be cast into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

This is why we don’t take you seriously:
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Would You Date This Woman?

Sally Hemings

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Look at this marvel of God’s handiwork.  God might be psycho.   Then again, most artists are.

Gaze upon this woman’s beauty.

You can see the gentle innocence in eyes.

You can see love on her face.

Her night-colored hair is long enough to sleep in and her lips are that of a rose.

She seems too good to be true, doesn’t she?

Guess what?  She is.

This is Sally Hemings-Thomas Jefferson’s girl.  Okay, she was more than that, but I have too much respect for her-no, she wasn’t that.  Sally was Tommy’s girl in more ways than one-and she was smart as hell.  She accompanied President Jefferson and was even seen in Paris with him.

Sally Hemings is the white man’s greatest fear-even today.  She and Jefferson had six kids together.

She was one hell of a MILF.  However, to this day,  the white side of the Jefferson family refuses to recognize the black half of the family.  Jim Crow Is Not Dead In Jefferson Family    Too bad for those bastards, because she’s blood. Sally Hemings, Founding Mother

One of the racists, John Works Jr., a former Monticello Assn. president and a man they consider their flesh and blood, denied their lineage.

“The Hemings need to provide adequate proof” of their heritage.   “So far, the proof is lacking.”   White Denial

The story may finally be over. Make room for the truth.

Here’s what The Washington Post reported.

Proof in black and white

How do white conservatives take this?  Not very well, according to WND.  Here’s the headline for February 23, 2017:

Thomas Jefferson smeared at his own home
Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2017/02/thomas-jefferson-smeared-at-his-own-home/

Don’t kid yourselves.  Every conservative is a racist.

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Okay, so I wrote the article about how the hippocampus completely ruins a first impression or a budding relationship.

In this second installment, I figured that I would mention how I try to accommodate for this shortcoming.  I sincerely ask for feedback from female readers, not only for myself, but also for other dudes who experience the same difficulty that I do.

When I meet a woman whom I find attractive, I don’t look there.  That’s a good way to die-slowly!

No, I notice her hair, her eyes, her neck, and believe it or not (you can call me a crazy motherfucker if you want, but I don’t give a shit), her feet.

A lot of Americans view this as perverted.  However, the feet of a woman are actually very highly ranked.  Would you want to know how many guys go for a woman’s feet?

Surprise, surprise!

 

More proof

Ladies-and especially you CHRISTIAN GIRLS, here is the Ace of Spades:

King Solomon was a foot man.

When did I figure out that I liked them?

I remember one summer day in Van Nuys, California in 1975 when we had a family picnic.  I remember that I liked the neighbor girls next door (one a year older and one a year younger than I was).  However, I remember looking over my shoulder, and I saw these two girls who must have been at least ten years older than I was, walking away from me, barefoot in the grass.

I was so motherfucking spellbound that I realized I had an accomplice (in a manner of speaking).

I was five-years-old when I figured this out.

I’ve never been shy about it.  When women tell me that I’m weird, I respond by asking: “Would you rather I ask to see your tits?”

“Hm.  You’ve got a point there, because I’d kill you.”

“Exactly-and that’s not how I want to go out.  I’d rather go out taking a turn too fast at over 100 mph and flipping my car before it burst into flames rather than get killed for asking to see something which I have no right to see yet.”

Some women don’t mind-especially the way I bring it up.  One time I said to a married woman, “If your husband doesn’t massage those lovely peds every night, I can give you my number.  They’re beautiful.”

That actually made her day.

And when it comes to this subject, I’m never the submissive.  I’m the conqueror.

So, ladies, tell me what you think once you click on those links.  Dudes like me are more common than you realize.  One thing I can tell any female for certain.   She would know what I’m thinking by how I do what  do and the women who have allowed me the privilege have always enjoyed, so don’t think less of a guy who wants to express his feelings by worshipping your feet.  It means that he loves you and views you as a goddess.

Dudes, don’t be a fucking pussy.  I can tell you from experience that you’re more likely to get a smile from a woman if you compliment her toes than if you ask for the mountains or the fountain.

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Romance and Traumatic Brain Injury

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People (especially men) who have traumatic brain injury often have a difficult time in the dating world.

We don’t recognize social cues at times and anything nonverbal is a real pain in the ass.  This is especially true when you are dealing with the Internet.

One problem that people like myself have is the sense of timing, and that’s because the hippocampus has been damaged.  The hippocampus serves as a clock, so for most of us, it’s hard to know when to do what-and most of the time we miss completely.  We never mean to smother, but it happens.  This is because some of us made the opposite mistake in the past in waiting too long.

Some of us don’t even realize that someone is flirting with us-and I’m fucking serious about that.  It’s not that we’re stupid.  Our hippocampus has been affected.

Research from Columbia Medical Research Center show that a small part of the hippocampus, know as CA-2 is critical for retaining social recall.  CA-3 helps us remember a memory from partial cues.

I’m officially fucked here.  I’m so fucked right here that I look like a pornstar after a gangbang filmed by Vivid.

The hormone, Vasopressin, is linked to sexual motivation, bonding, and other like functions.

You can read the rest of the information from Psych Central here:

https://psychcentral.com/news/2014/02/24/brain-area-critical-for-social-skills-discovered-in-mouse-study/66334.html

This is something that I have had to learn the hard way, and now I have to learn how to properly maintain a steady pace.

As broken as I am in the chest, I have to admit that maybe this is what needed to happen.

What happens when you find the problem?  You learn how to find the solution.

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Look Who’s Afraid of Michael Wolff

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Remember when Trump said that CNN was fake news?  Now, he claimed Sunday that Fire and Fury by Michael Wolff is a fake book.

This book was written by a man who has been seen going in and out of the White House since Wigboy occupied it in January of 2017, yet Trump claimed that Wolff was never admitted.

This writer has yet to see the allegations made in Wolff’s book, as he has only ordered it.  However, the more Trump attempts to discredit just one more strike, the greater the tendency it’s more likely to be true.

This is a guy who either tells his own versions of half-truths or just lies outright like a dead hooker on Sepulveda Boulevard in the San Fernando Valley at three in the morning.

The Republican Party is backing Trump-at least for the moment.  However, how long that support stays will decide on what Mueller finds. For the moment, it seems as if all Wolff’s book does is confirm what we know, while going into greater detail.

However, what if most of what Wolff wrote can be confirmed by logs?  We then have a more fundamental problem than anyone realized.  Furthermore, what should we do to those who believed in Wigboy so much that they engaged in violent acts against Clinton supporters or sent death threats (I had a few in 2016).

Your local yokel liberal will say that we should not stoop down to that level, but that’s what gets us into trouble.  We look weak when we refuse to respond.  As for myself, I have fought the Alt-Right face to face, and nearly coming to blows.  Another thing Democrats need to do is to shut down all third-party obstructionists, but they refuse to do that because they’re just too cowardly to do it.

It’ s obvious we have a criminal in the White House and we have a man who is risking his life to tell us the truth about this madman.  We should all buy Fire and Fury and get our act together to take this bastard down before he destroys our country permanently.  Unfortunately, I doubt most American liberals are willing to do what it is going to take to carry out that goal, because voting doesn’t work anymore.

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Tell-All Book May Destroy All-Let’s Hope

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I went around parts of Denver in a futile attempt to buy Fire and Fury.  Guess what, kids?  You can’t get that book today!

Fire and Fury by Michael Wolff can’t be found hardly anywhere, so I had to order it today at Barnes & Noble.

This report shows just how much trouble Trump can be in for.

CBS NEWS

 

You know who demands loyalty?  Mob bosses.  That is an entirely different paradigm that most of us shudder to drift into, but it’s the truth.

The fact that Donald Trump demands complete loyalty from his inner circle proves that he is not fit for the office which he stole from Hillary Clinton.

Yet Steve Bannon, according to the CBS report, stated that Trump’s actions with Russia in early 2016 were ‘potentially treasonous,’  this is a bit worse than what went wrong on Apollo 13.  Erin Delmore, senior political correspondent at Bustle, went into great detail about why Trump tweeted about his mental capacity; that he is ‘a stable genius.’ (Didn’t Wile E. Coyote say something like that?) Bannon truly did not like Ivanka, calling her: “as dumb as a brick.”

This has not only been reported by Erin Delmore, but has also been found in Business Insider. Dumb as a brick.

As this columnist has stated, do not save anyone who voted for this bastard.  He is a traitor and he should be punished as one.

Lastly, we have to address Trump’s mentality.

Delmore said in the CBS interview that 100 mental health professionals doubt his mental ability to perform presidential duties.

Not one, not ten, but ONE HUNDRED!

When a book is so hot that one cannot even buy it due to its lack of availability, one can sense the beginning of the end.  Let’s hope that is true in this case, because America cannot take four years of this syphilitic and bigoted imbecile.  As for those who voted for him and put their faith in him, it is this columnist’s personal view that they be placed on a watch list.  Not only because Trump is destroying our country by destroying our credibility and practically selling us to the Russians at below market price, but also because of the way they treated Hillary Clinton supporters; violently and without human decency.  This writer would go so far to say that such people should be placed in prison for their criminal actions against Clinton supporters during the 2016 cycle.

Donald Trump is a criminal.  He needs to be stopped.  He needs to be punished as any other traitor would be-especially when we consider in the CBS report about how Trump stole some of the states, like Wisconsin.